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Friday 4 January 2013

"You're my Heartbreaker" - G.D


Where is the moment we needed the most?
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
They tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

‘Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
Mmm, on a holiday

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where was the passion when you need it the most?
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

‘Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day, you see what you're like
And how does it feel a one more time?
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day


- . - . - (re: S.O.S)

My title doesn't fit with the lyrics does it? Yes. It's the reason why the lyrics seems like that and the reason why this is happening. You know, it was my first experience and the truth is, it is not great at all. But, I want to end this as quick as possible. I ordered that person not to lie anymore because I know the truth already and I want that person to admit so I can figure it out and my prediction was right.

No, I am not admitting anything about my true feelings and my own opinion, I just want to know the truth so I can make my move. Yesterday,  it was my last farewell and I'm glad that it was over. But deep down beneath, the wound won't heal by itself. Even running man can't cure the pain. I also thanked to God, when I made that status after I realized something, I want God to deliver my true intention and that person realize it so I could know the scenario. Like other people who experience the heartbreak, they can't sleep for many hours. So do I. 

Like riding a parachute and it has a tiny hole on it. When he admitted it, I feel glad because it was over and it was like jumping from the high place and feel the joy. But in the middle of process, it has a tiny hole on the parachute so it falls down to earth as fast as possible. And I land on a non secure place which makes my body feel broken and hurts. So does my tiny heart. The wound deep down can't cure itself and after take a long time the pain can be feel more and more. The impact is, after I take a deep breath, the heavy thing comes and comes so I can't remove it one by one.

God, after you answer my prayer, please don't forget to lift this weight already.
I can't handle it on my own because it's too painful even though he doesn't need any answer from me anymore. I hope by abandoning the last good night and i'm sorry things, it will be easier for me to lift my weight. He also admit that he is avoiding me, so I hope by abandoning those it will be a good start for me to do the same as he wants. Abandoning each other.

God, I need your support.

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