I annoyed with all of my siblings behavior
They are the suckest of the sucks! I hate all of them. No matter what happens I will always hate my sister. All of them. Why can't they be mature a bit? Why can't they cooperate with me? Why can't they be a good person for a long time? Why are they as jerk as a cat
?! Farkoff! I can't stand it anymore with your childish-jerkass behavior. I want to grow up and leave this house. I'm sick of them. They cause a lot of messes around me, towards me, and it always with phrase 'me' 



For a long time, I wish I have a brother and I am a little one. I want to be a good child and make a brotherly love with my brother. I DON'T WANT ANYONE YOUNGER THAN ME IN THIS FAMILY. ANYONE. See? But why it should be different from what I have been dreaming? Why should I be the first child? Why should I have some annoying brats around my house? And WHY DO I HAVE A REASON TO LIVE? 

Arrrrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhh I am in super bad mood right now
and If I'm in my badmood I might curse anyone who walks towards me 

I even can't have fun although I read a manga or watching some entertainments. I hate all of them
My family won't understand me either. Well I have a proof. They're totally ignoring my exam result when I think it's outstanding enough, even though I got some remedies. They also deny one of my demand, I just want to visit my friend's house to celebrate the end of our "Semester I" exam and I won't come home late because I still attend at my school in the next day.





Well this is my score . . .Religion: 52,00Physics: 66,67Math: 73,33Civics: 76,00P.E: 78,00Chemistry: 83,33History: 92,00ICT: 92,00Japanese: 92,00Biology: 92,50English: 94,00Art Perspective: 95.00Indonesian: 98,00
Top three is my remedies. For the truth is, I can get 82 in my civics but school's scanner won't let me to do so. At least I PASS! Okay I little bit overjoyed on myself. I don't really care with my family anymore because they didn't care with me. They even not congratulate me for all what I have done or pass. Good.
Well once again I don't care. I have my own way so I'll do it even though I might be an anti social on my own family. Now, I lock my room and I'm not allowing one of those shits to enter my room.
Childish? Not for me. I want to take a revenge for them 

Bad? Thanks. Why? Because I had warned you that I am a devil inside
So where is my pure heart? I never think about that because I don't care and it has no merits at all.
Enjoy :)


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