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Friday, 16 December 2011

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I annoyed with all of my siblings behavior They are the suckest of the sucks! I hate all of them. No matter what happens I will always hate my sister. All of them. Why can't they be mature a bit? Why can't they cooperate with me? Why can't they be a good person for a long time? Why are they as jerk as a cat ?! Farkoff! I can't stand it anymore with your childish-jerkass behavior. I want to grow up and leave this house. I'm sick of them. They cause a lot of messes around me, towards me, and it always with phrase 'me'

For a long time, I wish I have a brother and I am a little one. I want to be a good child and make a brotherly love with my brother. I DON'T WANT ANYONE YOUNGER THAN ME IN THIS FAMILY. ANYONE. See? But why it should be different from what I have been dreaming? Why should I be the first child? Why should I have some annoying brats around my house? And WHY DO I HAVE A REASON TO LIVE?

Arrrrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhh I am in super bad mood right now and If I'm in my badmood I might curse anyone who walks towards me  I even can't have fun although I read a manga or watching some entertainments. I hate all of them My family won't understand me either. Well I have a proof. They're totally ignoring my exam result when I think it's outstanding enough, even though I got some remedies. They also deny one of my demand, I just want to visit my friend's house to celebrate the end of our "Semester I" exam and I won't come home late because I still attend at my school in the next day.

Well this is my score . . .

Religion: 52,00
Physics: 66,67
Math: 73,33
Civics: 76,00
P.E: 78,00
Chemistry: 83,33
History: 92,00
ICT: 92,00
Japanese: 92,00
Biology: 92,50
English: 94,00
Art Perspective: 95.00
Indonesian: 98,00


Top three is my remedies. For the truth is, I can get 82 in my civics but school's scanner won't let me to do so. At least I PASS! Okay I little bit overjoyed on myself. I don't really care with my family anymore because they didn't care with me. They even not congratulate me for all what I have done or pass. Good.

Well once again I don't care. I have my own way so I'll do it even though I might be an anti social on my own family. Now, I lock my room and I'm not allowing one of those shits to enter my room. 

Childish? Not for me. I want to take a revenge for them
Bad? Thanks. Why? Because I had warned you that I am a devil inside So where is my pure heart? I never think about that because I don't care and it has no merits at all. 


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