Annoyed

Ohmygawd. . . . . . . . . Really, I hate my school life. Exactly hate like a hell.

Want to know why? Ah actually it's better for me to not share it here.

But, if I think it twice, where should I share?

It's (only) because of ONE person who ruined my school life. One person whose so PERFECT.

And me? Just the imperfect one.

I know people aren't perfect but for me, that human already near to perfect. Why? Because when I'm with her/him (I can't tell you what gender is that human LOL. I'll let it on ur imagination ^^v) I'm always feel envy. He/she always ask me "How to do this?" "How is this?" "Tell me this one, please" and If I know I'll told him/her how to do or solve this or that.

But why he/she get the "BEST" one? Now, it feels like : He/She is the wood hunter, and I'm the wood. He/She is seeking for a "wood" and he/she found me---the wood. Then, he/she cut me down. I died.

Ah . . . . . . . . . . . . . this is the first time I saw a people like this.

I hate she/he totally HATE her/him. Only because of too perfect that made me feel, . . . . . . . . . full of envious. I know I shouldn't be like this but I can't. I wanna take an extra sweet revenge but my question is: Is this possible?

I wish I COULD and you let me to do that on you. But how ? ?


*take a deep breath*


OK! I won't do that. I'll care for myself--not him/her. I don't care anymore with his/her condition and I don't wanna know and related to it. Next time, I'll do the same thing as what you did to me, pals~ I hope so .___.