Me on my Way

Cherish Before Hell Starts

2012-01-05T09:30:00.000-08:00

YAHOOOOO! FINALLY THE DAY IS COMING. о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆
I want to travel to Singapore ~
With my family of course

HOW CAN I SURVIVEEEEEEEE

Nevermind, I'm gonna be strong
But what can I do without my laptop
Well, I must bring my novel and stuffs stuffs and stuffs . . .
*count* *check ma luggage*
All done
Chotto mate kudasai
I have another problem by the way
HOW CAN I WAKE UP AT 4.30 AM WITHOUT SMASHING MY CLOCK OR HANDPHONE
Kay, calm down. I might have a solution, but it will be difficult.

Especially to control my anger during wake up so early

It's my own problem anyway （/TДT)/
So . . . . . .
Nevermind, I'll try to wake up in the morning again
/sigh
Troublesome ゛(｀ヘ´#)
My plane will depart at 11.30 and
We should take care of something and blah blah blah for > 3 hours
Wish us come back safely ~

BONJOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRR MON AMI

HEY NEUYEAH !

2012-01-01T07:14:00.000-08:00

To be honest, this is the W O R S T New Year Eve that I have. Ever

I screwed up with my new year plan. My classmates invited me to their new year party. My parents didn't allow me and at first, I'm fine with it. But when I heard their reason, I'm getting mad. I didn't like to hear their reason, they told that I'm still a child and it's not my thing. They will allow me to join that kind of party when I mature enough. OH HELLO? Please, everyone has their limit on their own patience, I'm a teenager and I know what to do and what I mustn't do. I know my limit and you don't understand. I hate when people gave their lecture about 'being mature' or 'you can't take care of yourself'. Man, shut the **** up ! I can't stand it.
~~Do you know, and do you realize?~~
I have some best friends on junior high and you know them so fucking well, they kind, they are responsible, they are have a mature mind, but why, you, mom and dad, why don't you trust them to take care of me? Why do you still have your terms and conditions even though you know that I won't get into a negative trap? Please I'm tired. I just need your trust. I am NOT interested in anykind of hangouts if it doesn't with my good friend or my best friend. You know me, right?
I don't know what to do anymore. My intuitions aren't reach your mind, you keep going with your freaking weird inner theatre. Now, I screwed up with your rules and orders. Feels like a robot doesn't it?
Maybe I'm in my rebellious state, well, besides my classmates, I got an invitation to join my friend's new year party near my house. Each (my and his) parents getting along well, so my parents ask me to join them. But I can't. They punished me to have a new year party, I can't escape from my punishment. So with a deep breath and a big sense of regret, I refuse to come to their party.
Finally, I am alone. In this big room, let my fingers dancing along in this black keyboard. My family don't say "Happy New Year" at me, so does my sister. I don't want to greet them either. They went to my friend's new year party. My friend isn't greet me either. Lonely. Seems in a cold atmosphere huh?
~~Yah, this is my new year eve. How about you? I hope you didn't feel the same way like me.~~

君がいるから

2011-12-26T11:38:00.000-08:00

夢見る瞳に世界は美しく見えたけど

疑うことを覚えて人は臆病になっていくの?

似たもの同士だよねと笑いあったあの頃

ささいな嘘さえ優しく見逃してくれたよね

もし二人に帰る場所がなくてもかまわない

私がその笑顔を守るから

星の数ほどの出会いや別れや

失いたくないものも全部

なんにもいらないと思えるよ今

ただ君のそばで見つめてたい

喜びも悲しみも何もかも

大人になるたび少しずつ忘れてしまった

いつでも自分の心に素直でいること

君からもらった勇気のカケラ

君だけにあげる私の心に咲く花を。。

溢れだす涙が教えてくれた

なくしちゃいけないものは全部

あの頃のまま心の中にある

太陽のような君の笑顔が

こんなにも私のこと強くする

星の数ほどの出会いや別れや

失いたくないものも全部

なんにもいらないと思えるよ今

ただ君のそばで見つめてたい

喜びも悲しみもすべて

今からここから始めようよ。。

二人の明日を始めようよ

生まれたままの気持ちでいようよ

夏風に揺れた花のように

今この一瞬を咲き誇ろう

Current Entertainment

2011-12-21T03:53:00.000-08:00

DA FUQ! I'm making myself busy with Ouran High School Host Club Drama right now. You know what, at first, I thought it was a disaster. Because when I saw "Tamaki" it's like ~~urrgghh, I wish I'm not watching this show~~. I'm afraid of how the drama will depict the manga or anime, because you know lah Bisco Hatori makes the character overly ridiculous and funny. But I was curious with the line, so I was watching it until now HAHAHA.

Title: 桜蘭高校ホスト部
Title (romaji): Ouran High School Host Club
Format: Renzoku
Genre: School comedy
Episodes: 11
Viewership rating: 2.8%
Broadcast network: TBS
Broadcast period: 2011-Jul-22 to 2011-Sep-30
Air time: Friday 24:20
Theme song: FRiDAY-MA-MAGiC by miwa
My ratings:

Haruhi Fujioka is a scholarship student at the prestigious Ouran Academy, a fictional high school located in Bunkyō, Tokyo. Looking for a quiet place to study, Haruhi stumbles upon the Third Music Room, a place where the Ouran Academy Host Club, a group of six male students, gathers to entertain female "clients". During their first meeting, Haruhi accidentally knocks over and breaks an antique vase valued at ¥8,000,000 (US$80,000 in the U.S. English manga) and is told to repay the cost in service to the club.

Haruhi's short hair, slouching attire and gender-ambiguous look cause her to be mistaken by the hosts for a male student. The hosts all agree that Haruhi would be a good host, thus making her join the host club. Ultimately she agrees to join the Club as a host herself (dressed as a male) in order to pay off her debt.

She agrees to join since she does not mind hosting as long as she can pay the debt off faster. The hosts do later find out that she is, in fact, a girl. They keep this a secret, so no one will be able to tell. The Ouran Private Academy encompasses kindergarten to twelfth grade (along with a university as well). Most students come from wealthy families, but in special cases, merit scholarships are granted to exceptional students from a lower income bracket.

The school's unofficial motto is "Lineage counts first, wealth a close second," meaning students with stellar family backgrounds but low socioeconomic status may be given top priority over those from rich families with lesser pedigrees.

Theeeeeen, I sound like "WHAAAAAAAAA I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AT THIS! HAHAHA WHAT A SILLY BASTARD!" Anyway it's recommended for you to watch Episode 5. The producer made a HUGE different on Kyouya's personalities and I little bit jealous.

Oh yea, here are the cast. Please don't be shock with Tamaki. Please.

From what I learn, sometimes characters personalities are changed to fit the adaptation. What I hope is, the drama will be better than I think it will be. Pray to God.

Since my favorite role (on Anime) is "Kyouya", I didn't that care with others like Tamaki or elses. Then I fell in love with him. Why? Because one thing that I can't keep my eyes off him. (Like what I said in my fact, I love boys who wear spectacles, so it's not included FU FU FU) HIS ASDWRKJNRGWKPSDF SMIRK is . . . is . . . is . . . AAAA I CAN'T EVEN TALK!

NB: Daito Shunsuke as Kyouya Ootori.

"My principle is not to do anything that serves me no advantage." - Kyouya Ootori

Jyaaa, he is totally handsome right? Right? Right? RIIIIIIGHTT??

^
^
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Even he approves!

Here, I wanna share some links with you

Watch Drama Online:

My Soju || Drama Crazy

Well, have a good day!

Atmosphere

2011-12-19T07:56:00.000-08:00

Everything is weird. I don't know what IS the main reason but the only thing that I can catch from this situation is weird. I found a word that I could express: "Ambition, obsession, and overload expectation."

Still, I didn't get the real meaning of "ambition". In this case, I thought about everything that relevant to this atmosphere so I got the conclusion. With this, I know the real problems are.

The first and second is "Ambition" and "Obsession". They quite similar aren't they?
What kind of ambition do we have? Any intention of it? Thenwill the progress lead us into our real obsession? Do we have any trust so we can make it? I'm not sure . . .

Last, let me talk about an "Overload expectation." Sometimes it's good but yeah, if everything starts with "overload", it will turn back into a bad phrase and a wrong action too. Hmm . . . . overload huh? Think about it, man. Guess the progress when you do hangout a lot with some friends that still awkward with you, acquitance I mean.

Then the most important question is, "What kind of expression will you show to them?" Here are the multiple choices: Excited? Or purely not that excited? Or maybe you don't know how to express your feeling because of "weird"?

If I be honest, I confused what will I choose. Between the second and the last answer.

Why did I choose the last? Maybe because I'm an introvert and shy. I don't know how to get along with this atmosphere, and I don't want to expand my world with 'that'.

Why did I choose the second? Bored. If there's no topic and nothing come out from my mind, due to my personality, I might be silent.

So, what is the relation of my question to "overload expectation"?

Until today, we might try our best with this and that kind of gathering. Before we reach our goal, we thought about many things a LOT. But I don't know why after doing a lot of effort like that, it should be success, and what I thought was, we still separated. Each groups have their own barrier. Just like me.

But now, I have to check out on something. Who created that barrier so no one can't enter their world? Who is the first suspect?

!@#$%^&*()+_}[}\|=<>?

2011-12-16T21:58:00.000-08:00

I annoyed with all of my siblings behavior They are the suckest of the sucks! I hate all of them. No matter what happens I will always hate my sister. All of them. Why can't they be mature a bit? Why can't they cooperate with me? Why can't they be a good person for a long time? Why are they as jerk as a cat ?! Farkoff! I can't stand it anymore with your childish-jerkass behavior. I want to grow up and leave this house. I'm sick of them. They cause a lot of messes around me, towards me, and it always with phrase 'me'

For a long time, I wish I have a brother and I am a little one. I want to be a good child and make a brotherly love with my brother. I DON'T WANT ANYONE YOUNGER THAN ME IN THIS FAMILY. ANYONE. See? But why it should be different from what I have been dreaming? Why should I be the first child? Why should I have some annoying brats around my house? And WHY DO I HAVE A REASON TO LIVE?

Arrrrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhh I am in super bad mood right now and If I'm in my badmood I might curse anyone who walks towards me I even can't have fun although I read a manga or watching some entertainments. I hate all of them My family won't understand me either. Well I have a proof. They're totally ignoring my exam result when I think it's outstanding enough, even though I got some remedies. They also deny one of my demand, I just want to visit my friend's house to celebrate the end of our "Semester I" exam and I won't come home late because I still attend at my school in the next day.

Well this is my score . . .

Religion: 52,00
Physics: 66,67
Math: 73,33
Civics: 76,00
P.E: 78,00
Chemistry: 83,33
History: 92,00
ICT: 92,00
Japanese: 92,00
Biology: 92,50
English: 94,00
Art Perspective: 95.00
Indonesian: 98,00

Top three is my remedies. For the truth is, I can get 82 in my civics but school's scanner won't let me to do so. At least I PASS! Okay I little bit overjoyed on myself. I don't really care with my family anymore because they didn't care with me. They even not congratulate me for all what I have done or pass. Good.

Well once again I don't care. I have my own way so I'll do it even though I might be an anti social on my own family. Now, I lock my room and I'm not allowing one of those shits to enter my room.

Childish? Not for me. I want to take a revenge for them

Bad? Thanks. Why? Because I had warned you that I am a devil inside So where is my pure heart? I never think about that because I don't care and it has no merits at all.

Enjoy :)

Blabbing about reality

2011-09-17T21:22:00.000-07:00

*this post shall be in Indonesian*

Selamat siang!! Gue mau curcol nih, maaf lagi ya gue pake bahasa Indonesia. Wakakak lo harus tau, gue kan beberapa hari ini lagi beralih ke bahasa Indonesia, pas detik itu juga ada 3 orang ngeunfollow blog gue. Etdah, cuma pindah bahasa bentar aja sampe segitunya. Lebay deeeh ente. Tapi whutever serah mereka juga. Follow gak follow bodo amat yang penting hidup gw tentram dan pagi ini gue gak sarapan PB&J again. Thanks God.

Ngomong-ngomong, gue bingung mau posting apa. Title-nya sih bilang 'blabbing about reality', tapi kenyataan apa yang belakangan ini ganggu gue? Ada sih satu, yaitu tentang social networking.

Social networking ya? Apa sih yang lo tangkep pertama kali kalo denger kata 'social networking'? Facebook? Twitter? Formspring? Heello? Yailah, teenager sekarang mah pasti gitu jawabnya. Tapi emang separuh bener sih.

Gue lagi agak bosen sama berbagai macem social networking kecuali Facebook. Kenapa? Soalnya gue gunain Facebook cuma buat mainan gamenya doang. Apalagi mainan yang lagi hot sekarang tuh The Sims Social.

Bosen kenapa ya gue? Gue juga bingung. Alesan gue mungkin agak gak enak didenger, bukan karena gak pake MSG atau apa ya, tapi bayangkan sebuah pete yang dikasih MSG atau seasoning lainnya, tetep gak enak kan? Tapi jangan tanya pertanyaan gue sama orang yang pecinta pete. Itu bodoh banget.

Well balik ke topik, gue bosen soalnya timeline gue (gue ngomong timeline bukan berarti gue ngomongin Twitter ya. Lo sebagai pelajar tau kan arti sesungguhnya 'timeline' itu apa?) gak seru. Gak seru itu relatif bro. Apa ya, timeline gue tuh mayoritas isinya bocah galau semua. Bukannya ngehina, tapi kayak orang gak punya hidup. Gak ada apa hal lain yang bisa lo ungkapin di social networking? Apabanget kalo tiap lo online, lo ngeliat orang ngepost atau ngetweet atau apalah itu, topiknya sama. Jujur deh, lo bete gak sih?

Gue pribadi sih iya. BETE.

Gue online tuh mau nyari inspirasi, relaksasi, have fun ngebaca post/tweet orang, eh tapi yang gue baca malah bikin gue ilfeel. Yah apa-apaan tuh. Oke boleh lah kalian bergalau ria sampe naik -naik tebing juga gue bodo amat. Tapi bisa dong milih bahan yang mana yang seharusnya dipublish, yang mana yang engga. Orang kan bisa ngejudge si pelaku macem-macem. Enak gak sih dijudge? Buat orang yang open sih mungkin bisa jadi bahan introspeksi, gimana buat orang yang dijudge malah ngehantem balik orang yang ngejudge dia? Nahloh. Salah sambung deh jadinya.

Orang-orang pasti bakal bilang:

"Woy maksud lo apa? Ini kan urusan gue, kenapa lo yang sewot?"

Eh sori, gue kaga sewot bro, gue cuma curhat di blog gue kok. Salah?

"Kalo gak suka tinggal remove aja sih susah amat."

Gue bukan tipe orang yang dikit-dikit remove. Gue ngeremove orang dengan alesan yang nonjok. Kalo gue ngeremove orang, pasti ada sangkut pautnya sama gue. Entah yang bikin gue gak nyaman, atau orang yang secara gak langsung, tapi kalo diliat jelas-jelas nge-insult gue.

Gue tanya coba, galau itu sebenernya apa sih? Perasaan mellow-mellow yang bikin suasana hati lo ngedown? Atau sesatu yang bikin lo ngedown terutama topik percintaan bagi para remaja mellow? Trus, galau itu lebih kearah privasi atau show off atau cuma pengen dapet attention dari orang lain aja? Hem, coba jawab.

Kalo menurut gue, galau itu privasi. Kalo lo butuh cerita, ya lo tinggal cerita aja sama orang yang pengen lo curhatin, jadi gak usah nunggu orang nanya "elo kenapa? Cerita dong...," Pffft ngakak, kalo itumah ketauan banget attention seekernya.

Maaf ya sob posting kali ini agak offensive. Gue juga gak maksud gini, tapi gue cuma pengen ngeluarin pendapat gue sekalian curhat sama blog gue. Gue emang orangnya blak-blakan, apa yang gue utarain gak pake basa-basi atau nutup-nutupin. Tapi gue juga baca situasi kapan perlu blak-blakan, kapan mesti nutupin. Dan plis banget, gue gak nyindir satu orang atau lebih. Perlu gue tegasin lagi, gue cuma ngelontarin pendapat gue kenapa gue lagi bosen sama social networking.

Ah iya, ada satu lagi kenyataan yang perlu gue pamerin.

Masa gue pernah makan daging babi. Anjrit itu enak parah, alhamdulillah gue taunya telat, jadi gue bisa ngerasain nikmatnya daging babi. Wakakak kagak lah cande bro, gue juga ngeri kali pas tau gue abis makan daging babi. Parahnya, kejadian ini berlangsung 3 kali di waktu, hari, dan tahun yang berbeda tentunya. Trus lo tau D.C Cupcakes yang di Georgetown, WDC, USA kan? Lo harus coba rasa cookies and cream sama chocolatePB swirl-nya. EENAAAAAKKKK POL! Gue dibawain sama om gue dari USA. Gue sih bukan penggemar berat cupcake, tapi baru kali ini gue pengen cupcake. Wakakak.

Udeh dulu ya, emak gue dateng nih. Trus ada PR bahasa Indonesia nih belom kelar. Ditambah lagi minus gue udah berubah jadi (L) 5.25 sama (R) 4.00 Alhamdulillah yah silinder gue gak naik. Mwihihihi. DAAAG!

Bukber Again!!

2011-08-25T13:08:00.000-07:00

*this post shall be in Indonesian. Sorry for the trouble again*

Halohai! Setelah beberapa hari gue ngundur-ngundur buat cerita, akhirnya cerita juga. Well, you know, gue lagi ketagihan main the sims 3 late night belakangan ini. Gue lagi terobsesi ngejer level 5 di celebrity points sama nikahin ini cewek sama salah satu sims yang juga high-star celebrity yang namanya "Matthew Hamming". Kenapa? Soalnya ini cowok punya trait commitment issues yang artinya susah nikah. Nah ini namanya challenge, sob! Ditambah lagi gue kesel gara-gara temen-temen gue yang dulu level It Girl (game di Facebook) -nya masih cups, ditinggal berapa bulan malah lebih tinggi 10 kali lipet diatas gue. Huft *random abis*.

By the way apa kabar PR biologi gue ya, si pleki kabarnya sih udah numbuh daun, jadi penasaran sama progressnya. Ayo doakan semoga si pleki bisa numbuh seger, gak berhama, gak busuk dan gak layu. Amiiiiin. Gue doa gini bukan berarti gedenya gue pengen jadi petani unggul ya. Masalahnya gue pake bibit apa ini gatau, tapi kalo kata bapak-bapak yang ngasih gratisan, itu bibit jagungnya dari jagung super. Nahloh? Apaan lagi tuh?

Readers: OKE ENOUGH BASA-BASINYA.
Gue: *kabur takut digampar*

Ngomong-ngomong sebelumnya gue mau tanya, bosen gak sih kalian baca tulisan gue? Lo tau sendiri kan tema sebelumnya 'bukber', sekarang 'bukber' lagi. Maap aja ya, maklum artis kesasar, jadinya gini banyak undangan.

Langsung aja ya kakaknyaaa~
Katanya waktu itu, hari Jumat tanggal 18 Agustus 2011, jam 4 sore harus udah dateng di sekolah soalnya acaranya mau diadain disitu, belom beres-beres makanan. Yaa mungkin tujuan aslinya buat ngindarin sama yang namanya ngaret. Otomatis gue 'kena' tipu daya sekolah, pas gue dateng, KRIK, sampah, sepi banget. Cuma segelintir orang yang dateng. Pertama kali pas gue masuk, gue ngeliat Pendot a.k.a Faishal. Sial, pas gue nengok, itu orang malah bilang "eh, elu lagi." Jleb. Trus maunya siapa deh ya -___-

Udah gitu gue jalan ke arah yang berbau-bau ada anak XI IPA 2nya, eh ternyata yang baru keliatan batang idungnya cuma Bimo, Sherly, sama Riris. Bengggggg, yang lain kemana?! Tapi gapapadeh daripada gue jadi orang pertama yang dateng di sekolah. Hidup ini miris. Gue benci orang ngaret.

Abis itu disekolah sambil nunggu yang lain dateng, ada yang bernarsis ria sama SLRnya, ada juga yang ngomongin kucing, trus ada juga yang melalang buana. Ternyata gue baru sadar! Lo tau kan gue benci kucing, gue baru sadar kalo tas gue gambarnya kucing, trus buku tulis yang gue bawa juga bermotif kucing! 1 pertanda buruk buat gue.

Beberapa menit kemudian si Putra sama Nadhya dateng. Udahdeh, makin rame sesi narsis-narsisannya. Gue berubah haluan yang tadinya ngomongin kucing jadi melalang buana. Sekali lagi gue tegaskan, gue benci orang ngaret.

Krikrikrikrik, kira-kira setelah 15 menit, udah mulai banyak yang dateng, tapi masih bisa dibilang sepi. Krik abis, tapi pas rajanya ngakak udah dateng, dunia berubah, tapi cuma seketika, soalnya IPA 2 lagi dipusingin sama makanan yang gak dateng-dateng sementara kelas tetangga udah keisi mejanya. Lah meja gue cuma ada 2 kerdus teh botol yang dibungkus kotak. Inget, teh kotak, sama teh botol yang dibungkus kotak itu beda, bro.

Yaudah kan pada pusing-pusing ya, mana tanda pembuktian pengambilan makanan (rencananya sih makan Mas Mono) masih ada di temen gue yang entah dimana rumahnya, mana itu orang juga datengnya ngaret, gimana mau ngambil ke Mas Mono, akhirnya ujungnya pada ke rumah temen gue yang megang tanda buktinya yaitu Ayu, sekalian ngambil nasi box-nya di Mas Mono. Eh tapi gue bingung, pas gue makan, kok malah dapet ayam bakar kremes ya? Sumpah gue baru tau ada menu kayak gitu di Mas Mono. Dan sambelnya baru kali ini gue ngerasa ada yang beda sama ini sambel, makin pedes.

Sembari nungguin Ayu dan kawan-kawan ngambil menu utamanya, yang ternyata ALHAMDULILLAH sekolahan udah rame. Hidup gue gak suram! Ditambah lagi makanan closingnya udah dateng, yaaa macem-macem risol, martabak, pastel, es buah gitu. Makin ngiler aja lah. Yang bikin gue heran, padahal makanan closing udah dateng semua, tapi kok stand gue masih keliatan kosong melompong dibandingin sama stand kelas lain ya? Apa emang meja gue yang kegedean? Tapi kan itu meja kantin, masa iya pake meja belajar. Yakali buka puasa sambil belajar.

Menjelang jam setengah 6 sore, makanan yang ditunggu-tunggu akhirnya dateng! Radar laper gue udah bunyi. (Bahkan gue lagi laper sekarang. *emang ada yang nanya?*) Yaudin, makanan minuman udah pada arrive, trs saatnya bernarsis ria deh pake SLRnya Putra sama Sherly. Tapi kalo gue beda lagi, gue merasakan ada hawa camir di depan pintu gerbang. Spontan gue panggil Nadhya trus langsung cusssssssss kesitu. Etsah reunian lagi deh gue sama Alfira, Yuna, Sarah, Shafira. Tadinya sih Nucky pengen nimbrung, cuma dia entah kemana. Abaikan saja *kibas rambut*

Tsk tsk, pas didepan gerbang gue liat bu Susrina baru keluar rumah, mau siap-siap kesekolah gitu. Kebetulan anak-anak lagi ngomongin sosis so nice kalo gasalah, yah karena dia (bu Sus) jualan duren didepan rumahnya, spontan gue langsung ngomong 'buka puasa? makan duren!' (pake nada iklan so nice yang pas bapak-bapaknya ngomong 'saur? makan so nice') persis pas dia lewat. Langsung gue dihadang sama si Shafira wkwkwk untung bu Sus kagak notice gue, kalo iya, leher gue digorok sama golok duren kali sama bu Sus.

Ternyata, pertanda buruk gue gara-gara kucing itu apa coba?
Gue kepanasan. Asli ya, harusnya kan udara malem-malem lebih sejuk gitu dari pada siang-siang, trus angin malem juga harusnya kan sepoy-sepoy gitu, eh boro-boro, mimpi kali ya. Kaga ada angin sama sekali. Mana pas foto-foto kelas, kelas gue anaknya paling ribut sendiri. Liat coba kelas lain? Fotonya formal semua, kaga ada yang sampe teriak-teriak hebring gitu.

Bayangkan.

Foto didepan ruang guru, dimana ada 2 orang guru IPS yang lagi duduk-duduk depan ruang guru, dan lo lo lo semua teriak teriak 'HIDUP DUREN KENTANG!!!' 'SUSRINA!' 'SAHUR MAKAN? SO NICE!!' 'IPA 2?? CABUTTTT!!!!' trus pas foto, ngelantunin yel-yel dari acara Mancing Mania, Islam Itu Indah, On the Spot, OVJ, Bukan Empat Mata, dan masih banyak acara talkshow lainnya. Sumpah. Rusuh abis. Suasana juga mendukung, panas. Bahkan anak cowok dari IPS 1 aja pada buka baju. Gak etis sih, tapi ya mau gimana lagi, emang gak ada angin sama sekali gimana ya?

Udah udah, foto langsung aja gue share ya~

kiri-kanan atas: Tamara, Devin, Made, Gue
kiri-kanan tengah: Riris, Ayu, Uyuy, Dinda, Febri, Sarah
kiri-kanan depan: Sherli, Bimo

kiri-kanan: Nadhya, Sherli

kiri-kanan atas: Devin, Febri, Pak Ngadiran (Wali Kelas gue), Uyuy, Nadhya, Aya
kiri-kanan bawah: Bebe, Sherli, gue, Dinda, Riris, Tamara, Ratih

kiri-kanan: Gue, Sherli, Riris, Bebe, Devin
kiri-kanan tengah: Febri, Uyuy, Nadhya
depan: Bimo

kiri-kanan atas: Uyuy, Dinda, Bimo, Gue, Arnold, Sherli, Made, Pak Ngadiran, Huddan, Faishal, Ivan
kiri-kanan depan: Raka, Riris, Ayu, Adrian, Fajrul, Irfan

Lebaran masih lama ya^^v

kiri-kanan: Wulan, Devin, Uyuy

Mulai dari sini, malem-malem rusuhnya IPA 2. Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

paling belakang: Bebe
depan 3: Ayu, Mute
depan 2:Yasir, Raka
paling depan: Faishal, Ryan (plis jaketnya mau tapi yang babi-_-)

disini asikdeh, kan ada yang di karpet ada yang nggak, yaudah anak-anak pada gini, satu dilantai, semua dilantai. Wiiii~ 八(＾□＾*)

Karena barisannya acakadul, gue urutin sesuai pengelihatan gue ya. . .
Disini ada: Adrian, Yasir, Irfan, Frianzi, Sarah, Metia, Made, Huddan, Andika, Arnold, Faishal, Dinda, Ivan, Ryan (matanya doang yg nongol), Dhanti, Indah, Devin, Aya, Riris, Uyuy, gue, Putra, Irene (matanya doang yg keliatan), Febri, Bebe, Anit, Sherli, Mute, Tamara, Nadhya, Wulan, Ayu, Bimo
Yang motoin: Ridho. Orangnya keliatan di foto terakhir, ntar gue kesitau, sabar.

Gw kasih tau barisan cowok paling depan aja ya, soalnya orang-orang ini ada paling belakang (cek foto sebelumnya yang orangnya gue jelasin panjang lebar)
Paling depan: Andika, Ridho, Faishal, Ryan, Ivan, Fajrul

Kalo boleh jujur, ini bukber ter-gokil yang pernah gue datengin. Sumpah gokil banget. Parahnya yang teriak-teriak tadi itu loh, bayangin, duren (guru kimia gue, Bu Sus) dan kentang (guru biologi gue, bu Tiur) dilantunkan persis depan ruang guru, teriak-teriak, masih bisa foto tanpa muka dosa pula. Salah apa coba kelas gue. Dan persis pas selesai foto-foto, salah satu guru IPS yang duduk-duduk tadi (sebut aja pak Pri), langsung pergi ke ruang guru dan ngomong di interfon.

Pak Pri: Sudah sudah semuanya pulang!!! Sudah malam, besok sekolah! Untuk kelas IPS, besok ada ulangan! Belajar dirumah!
Anak-anak: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *nyorakin guru sekenceng-kencengnya*
Pak Pri: Heh! Pulang pulang! Udah acaranya selesai!
Anak-anak: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! *tambah kenceng lagi nyorakinnya*

Menurut gue, pak Pri udah kebakar emosi, akhirnya dia nyalain bel pulang sekolah. Anak-anak langsung ber-was-wes-wos ria 'Ih ini mah ngusir namanya!' 'Apaansi bapak?' 'Eh besok PR gausah ngerjain yuk!' 'Woy besok cabut ya!' 'Eh celana dalem gue kok ilang?!' 'Dompet gueee! Dompet gueee manaaa?'

Alhasil, sekelas janjian gak ngerjain PR Asmaul Husna-nya pak Dasta. Maaf ya bapak, kami super capek. Gue aja masuk rumah langsung injek kasur. Eh kagalah lebay bener.

Makasih banget IPA 2! Jujur gue kira kelas gue bakal lebih buruk dari kelas X, ternyata sebaliknya.

BIG THANKS YA FOXTROT, XOXO ♥
Keep solid and rock on the class 仲良し(*･∀･)／♡＼(･∀･*)だよ

photo cr: my highschool's web, Putra and Sherli's facebook photo album

AWKWARDNESS RANDOM NIGHT

2011-08-23T11:06:00.000-07:00

I'm baaak!! I'm happy to say that I'm back! I'm having my eid mubarak's holiday until umm. . . September 8^th. It's not that long, isn't it? OH! I was bored yesterday night. So i drew this awkward green pig. This is my first try of doodling without using pen tablet because I don't have one and I don't know why I am finished this by using my right hand even tho I'm lefty.

*N.B: Try this app thru your iPhone, android, or your blackberry, even your browser! He has guessed what am I think for 15/19 times! And FYI, I didn't think about some famous actors/actresses/characters from cartoons because he'll easily guessed it. Give a try!

Bukber Diebesten

2011-08-21T21:15:00.000-07:00

*this post shall be in Indonesian*

Kemaren tuh sekitar tanggal 17 Agustus, dimana Indonesia lagi merayakan hari kemerdekaannya dan gue jujur masa bodoamat karena gue bakal pindah kewarganegaraan suatu hari nanti (*eh kok jadi curhat), kelas ex X-1 ngadain bukber alias buka puasa bareng. Nah yaudah deh setelah sekian kali dibahas, akhirnya dapet pencerahan yaitu di rumah Nadhya bakal diadain nih acara. Kan pada gatau ya rumahnya itu orang dimana, jadinya pada konvoi disekolah. Kalo gue sih langsung caw aja orang rumahnya tinggal ngesot doang dari rumah gue.

Alhasil, gue nyampe rumahnya sekitar jam 2 siang. HAH? Kok jam segitu bukbernya? Gila kali! Sloooooooow, gue kan rumahnya deket ya, jadi disuruh sama mamanya Nadhya buat dateng cepet buat bantu-bantu gitu. Yaudah deh, gue kesana dianter bokap. Dibilang telat sampe sih nggak kayaknya ya, soalnya masih sepi dan gue buru-buru dari salon langsung caw kesitu. Rasanya? Panas. Tau sendiri kan Jakarta kayak apa kalo siang-siang.

Trus pas gue nyampe cuma ada Fajrul yang lagi tidur di teras, sama Alfira dan Amel yang lagi nyerut-nyerut blewah. Gue parabet dateng-dateng langsung nyosor ke kamar mandi berasa rumah sendiri. Ampun ya bos!. Abis selesai bikin blewah tadinya kan mau buat brownies, eh gak jadi gara-gara loyangnya ilang. Jujur gue lagi ngidam banget sama itu kue. Yaa maap aja nih sebelumnya gue mau pamer, gue lagi makan brownies amanda yang rasa keju loh.

Nah otomatis kan gak jadi bikin blewah dong lantaran loyangnya ilang, akhirnya gue, Alfira, Amel langsung main-main ke kamarnya Nadhya (~~*padahal gue tau benak mereka minta AC dinyalain alias mau ngadem*~~) sekalian sholat Ashar. Abis sholat, seperti biasa di sepuluh satu mainannya nge-camir bareng, yaudah deh tebak sendiri lagi ngapain.

Beberapa menit kemudiaan si Nadhya keluar kamar terus balik lagi sambil bawa seseorang, ternyata temen gue, Bella, dateng sendirian sambil bawa tas kayaknya berat banget dan isinya berkas-berkas CACAPSIS (program OSIS gitu. Gue gakngerti, jangan banyak tanya). Kan Bella kecapekan tuh, akhirnya numpang tidur deh. Yaudah, surga telah datang. AC. AC dinyalain, semua langsung diem, keliyengan, eh tidur deh akhirnya. Enak bet ya berasa rumah sendiri, sekali lagi maaf ya tuan rumah.

Lanjut lanjut lanjut, tau tau si Yuna dateng sambil gebrak pintu, kan gue kaget ya, posisi gue sama Alfira lagi pura-pura tidur. Eeeh Yuna ganggu-gangguin gitudeh, akhirnya si duo camir (Alfira-Yuna) ngecamir bareng dan gue ngakak-ngakak ajah O:) Si Amel sama Nadhya lagi sibuk ngambil-ngambil barang semacem risol, martabak, trus nasi padang. OH IYA! Sebelumnya, gue mau minta maaf sama Fajrul yang daritadi agak dikacangin gara-gara gw Yuna Alfira sama Bella main di kamar, trus Bella juga sempet difoto pas lagi tidur. Cuma 2 kali take kok, yang pertama jelek yang kedua bagus, yang pertama diapus fotonya, jadi totalnya cuma 1 foto doang yang ke save.

Jam 6 kurang beberapa menit, baru deh rombongan yang tadinya nyasar akhirnya kembali kejalan yang tambah sesat. Sambil nunggu buka, anak-anak pada main-main gak jelas gitu dan akhirnya Bella dan Fajrul kembali bangun dari tidurnya. Welcome back! Pas 10 menit kemudian baru deh adzan. Alhamdulillah banget blewahnya berhasil! Manisnya pas! Dan martabak telornya abis dalam sekejap. (*Tuhkan bener Nad, peminat martabak telor lebih banyak daripada martabak manis. Gue menang taruhan! Bayar lo semua ke gue!)

Capek cerita langsung aja ya foto-foto yang menurut gue bagus gue share disini. Take a look!! Ngesave atau nyolong tanpa izin atau repost tanpa cantumin credits namanya copycat. Orang macem kayak gini mending mati aja ;)

Irfan, Redhita

kiri-kanan atas: Fahmia, Bella, Redhita
kiri-kanan tengah: Ghani, Irfan, Dianty, Revano, Adrian
paling depan baju putih: Taruna

kiri-kanan: Amel, Yuna

kiri-kanan belakang: Kiki, Azizah, Ghani, Naufal, Trisna, Yefta
kiri-kanan tengah: Danti, Ayu, Bella, Dianty, Alfi, Adrian, Vano
kiri-kanan depan: Yuna, Shafira

Our minyu couple. Kevinnicky!

Ini asli camir aja. Tau kan si duo camir Yuna-Alfira lagi ngapain?

Makasih ya Nadhya, rumahnya udah boleh direcokin :')

kiri-kanan belakang: Nadhya, Amel, Yuna, Fajrul, Vano, Shafira
kiri-kanan depan: Danita, Kiki, Alfira, Fahmia

kiri-kanan belakang: Amel, Kiki, Yuna, Alfi, Redhita, Irfan, Nicky, Danita, Ayu
depan: Dianty

kiri-kanan atas: Azizah, Ayu, Kiki, Naufal
kiri-kanan tengah 1: Alfira, Bella, Fahmia, Dianty, Amel, Danita, Kevin, Nicky, Trisna
kiri-kanan tengah 2: Shafira, Yuna, Ghani, Irfan, Taruna, Adrian, Vano, Faisal
depan: gue, Redhita

Gue pulang duluan nih gara-gara besoknya ada triple ulangan, Fisika, Biologi, Sejarah, dan 2/3nya GAK JADI. Kampret emang. Kalo gak jadi pulang duluan mah, gue lagi lagi main petasan kali ya. Tapi sayang sih gak ada yang moto anak-anak main petasan. Kan gue bisa ber-iri ria. Ah udah ya capek, masih ada posting susulan dengan judul yang sama yaitu 'Bukber'. Ciao Xx!

(photo cr: Nadhya's and Shafira's facebook photo album)

Locktard!

2011-07-15T15:28:00.000-07:00

I have written a long long long and maybe the longest diary that written in English ever. Let's clap? *claps* But sorry, because it's too long and I don't like to use 'Read More' facility, I made it as a locked post. Please don't ask me how to do this because I have been searching all day long. You must do some effort like me tho :p Hahaha. Google has it answer. Ask it! The winner will win!

Do not try to open this because you can't

BOO! I'm the Science Army

2011-06-24T03:34:00.000-07:00

TOWNERZ ! Long time no seeeeeeeeeeeeee !
I miss you you you and blogging of course

Oh my God, summer was started and my holiday also already started since NOW. Go go go! Finally I can take a breath from those tests to feel the glorious moment on my bed. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I mean is the glorious moment to wake up late, to hibernate maybe

Nah, first of all let's say: Thanks God It's Friday

It means, Friday is a blissful day, so I'm so grateful because God has given a miracle to me that affect my life. Yap, as what the title said. ~~I'm stressed out because of the announcement and it's so unbelievable because my psychotest results against the real result.~~ I AM the Science Army and I am so happy because this, this is the result that I really want, this is the result that my parents dreaming of, and with this result I didn't make my parents disappointed with me.

And that was cool

I'll miss my friends , no no I mean, ALL my friends on my class ( or we called it Die Besten ) , because they are the best classmates that I ever had. Totally the best Whaaa, I don't say that I hate my previous classmates but the truth is yes I hate them, I hate 94%/100% of them. The rest ( 6% ), are my friends that accept me that I'm exist on that fuing classy class.

Enough for the chit-chat, I'm totally crayz right now and still said the same word: "am I dreaming?"

Congrats girl, you made it!
From the top! Xx

Take A Little Breath

2011-05-13T21:52:00.001-07:00

1) Have you ever been asked out?
Yes.

2) Where did you get your profile picture?
At SM.

3) What's your middle name?
I'd like to tell you, but then I must kill you.

4) Your current relationship status?
Want to know?

5) Does your crush like you back?
Don't know. Maybe

6) What is your current mood?
Dark and Twisty, bored, unbelieveably tired, whow wait... Why do you ask?

7) What color is your hair?
Black. Pure black.

8) What color shirt are you wearing?
Black and gray. Little bit have something white colored.

9) Missing something?
Sleep? Damn you insomnia, works, studies.

10) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
There are tonns of things that I want to change. For example, my traits and attitude, and my appearance. Also my education thingy.

11) If you must be an animal for one day, what?
An ultra dangerous male wolf.

12) Ever had a near death experience?
Yep. Quite a few...

13) Something you do a lot?
Reading some books, the second one is sleeping and eat of course XD

14) The song stuck in your head?
Pieces, Sum 41!

15) Who did you copy and paste this from?
KathBell - JUST CLICK LAH~

16) Name someone with the same birthday as YOU?
Michael Trevino

17) When was the last time you cried?
I………don’t know. Is it important to remember?

18) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
Yeah. When I was in my kindergarten, and whoaaa I don’t know how but my Mom said that I’m definitely confident at that time.

19) If you could have one super power what would it be?
To make everything is free, easy to do and get, and unlimited for me.

20) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face?

21) What do you usually order from starbucks?
Coffee!

22) What's your biggest secret?
Be my BFF first to know about it. Not for publish dude, I’m limited.

23) Favorite color?
BLUE FTW!

24) Do you still watch kiddie shows?
Like what? Spongebob Squarepants? Yeah of course ^^

25) What are you?
~~I’m an evil villain that have my own rule And I can make people confused of me because of my innocence and make them think, ‘Is she an evil? Oh of course not. She is nice to me anw.’~~ LOLOLOLOL JUST KIDDING. I’m only a girl not more not less. But still, wanna believe the strikethrough?

26) Do you speak any other language?
Yes.

27) What's your favorite smell?
Coffee smells and something fresh from the oven XD

28) Describe your life in one word what would it be?
Abstract?

29) What are you thinking about right now?
How to plot my revenge on someone...

30) What should you be doing?
Sleeping... Also continue to read ‘Let The Right One In’ novel, or doing my geography homework.

33) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
That jerk. Don’t ask who. It’s really my privacy.

34) What is your natural hair color?
Did I said about it before?

35) Who was the last person to make you cry?
Idk…..

TOMBOYISH OR GIRLY? (Bold the ones you are)

YOUR GUY SIDE:

You love hoodies.
You love jeans.
Dogs are better than cats.
It's hilarious when people get hurt.
You've played with/against boys on a team.
Shopping is torture.
Sad movies suck.
You own/ed an X-Box.
Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
You watch sports on TV.
Gory movies are cool.
You go to your dad for advice.
You own like a trillion baseball caps.
You like going to high school football games.
You used to/do collect football/baseball cards.
Baggy pants are cool to wear.
It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
Sports are fun.
Talk with food in your mouth.
Sleep with your socks on at night.
You prefer rubber shoes and chuck tailors rather than high heels, doll shoes and sandals.

Total: 13

YOUR GIRL SIDE:

You wear lip gloss/stick. ( once in a while )
You love to shop.
You wear eyeliner.
You wear the color pink
Go to your mom for advice.
You consider cheerleading a sport.
You hate wearing the color black.
You like hanging out at the mall.
You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
You like wearing jewelry. ( a ring or earring, that all )
Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
You don't like the movie Star Wars.
You were in gymnastics/dance.
It takes you around/ more one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
You smile a lot more than you should.
You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
You care about what you look like.
You like wearing dresses when you can.
You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
You love the movies.
Used to play with dolls as little kid.
Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy/joke of it.
Like being the star of every thing

Total: 10

BOLD What’s TRUE

It’s night right now.
There’s something else you should be doing at the moment.
You ate chicken today.
You are lactose intolerant.
There’s a nearby TV on.
You get along with your neighbors.
Twilight is a horrible series.
You’re hungry right now.
You have worked out today.
Running a mile sounds awful.
You have a job.
You love to bake Christmas cookies.
Your parents are still together.
You woke up before 11 this morning.
Baths are better than showers.
You are 5’5” or shorter.
You hate British accents.
Victoria’s Secret is a good store.
Cats are better than dogs.
The 90’s sucked.
Your cell phone is right next to you.
Your favourite colour is either blue or purple.
Your hair is short.
You are by yourself right now.
The last thing you drank was water.
You’re in your PJ’s right now.
Your hair color is natural.
Fred from Youtube is annoying.
You don’t drink soda.
There’s at least $20 in your wallet.
It’s cold out.
Orange juice is better than Apple juice. <—LIES!

You love someone right now.

Video games are awesome.

Your sheets are white.

You have read works by Shakespeare before.

You’ve been professionally diagnosed with a psychological disorder.

You know someone in the hospital right now.

You’ve showered today.

You know someone who has beaten cancer.

Sneakers are your favorite shoes to wear.

Chocolate is better than vanilla.

You’re allergic to peanuts.

You’ve never been to New York City. <—Fucking Want!

You’ve never been on a varsity sports team.

You want to go to Europe.

You’re using a laptop right now.

Plastic surgery is a good idea.

Vanilla is the best scent a girl can wear.

You’ve made yourself throw up.

You have cheated on someone before.

Your friends do drugs.

School is too early.

Your nails/toe nails have nail polish on them right now.

You’re Italian.

You have a tan right now.

You bite your nails.

You’ve been on a diet before.

You shop in plus sized clothing stores.

Hot Topic is scary.

There are socks on your feet right now.

You’ve used a hair straightener.

Shopping online is easier than shopping in an actual store.

You’re in Verizon’s network.

Cheesecake is delicious.

Your BMI falls into the overweight category.

You have gotten your hair cut in the past month.

Your birthday is within the next 2 months.

You’ve been rejected.

Comedies are better than action films.

Math is the best subject.

You are fluent in more than one language.

You love Greek food.

You consider yourself a picky eater.

You have more than 3 pillows on your bed.

You live with at least one parent.

You’re happy right now.

You are a high school graduate.

You have a pet cat.

You were born before April 5th, 1991.

You have brown hair.

You have blue eyes.

You are in a relationship.

You can count to 20 in another language.

You have studied a foreign language.

You voted in the 2008 presidential election.

You own a vehicle that is older than a 2004.

You have worked 3rd shift.

You have worked in a fast food restaurant.

You drove somewhere that was further than a half hour away today.

You live in New Jersey.

You live in Montana.

You live in Pennsylvania.

Your last name begins with an ‘M’.

Your middle name begins with a ‘C’.

Your first name begins with an ‘S’.

You are older than 19.

You are younger than 16.

You are an only child.

Your parents are divorced.

Your parents are not married, but together.

You have more than one sibling.

You are a vegetarian.

You have a gym membership.

You are in the military.

You have a relative in the military.

You have been to Canada.

You have been to Mexico.

You have been to Europe.

You are currently enrolled in college/university.

You have done something you told yourself you wouldn’t.

You have braces.

You wear contact lenses.

You have a tattoo on your ankle.

You have a tattoo on your wrist.

You have a tattoo on your lower back.

You have a tattoo on your upper arm.

You have a lip piercing.

You have a tongue piercing.

You have your nipples pierced.

You have your cartilage pierced.

You have curly hair.

You have received flowers from someone in the last 2 months.

You are engaged.

You are married.

You have children.

You are an aunt or uncle.

Your bedroom walls are blue.

Your bedspread is red.

Your bedroom carpet is beige.

You have been out to eat at a sit-down restaurant in the last week.

You have been drunk in the past 24 hours.

You have lost your virginity before you turned 16.

You are bisexual.

You watch Scrubs. You watch Jon & Kate Plus 8.

You watch American Idol.

You Watch Glee.

You have been to the movies within the last month.

You have cursed in front of your grandparents.

You had a lunch box with a cartoon character on it when you were little.

You actually pay attention to politics.

You have kissed someone within the last week.

You have kissed three or more people in the past year.

You were told you looked cute today.

You were hugged today.

Your best friend is the opposite sex.

You had a date to prom.

You are a good speller.

You are always on time.

You have done something illegal within the last 24 hours.

You have ridden an elevator within the last 3 days.

You have spent the night at someone else’s house within the last 2 weeks.

You have been out of the country within the last year.

You love Chinese food.

You love Italian food.

You love Mexican food.

You love country music.

You love rap.

You love hip hop.

You love punk rock.

You love hard rock.

You love metal.

You love classic rock.

You love bluegrass.

You love oldies.

You love techno.

You love instrumental music.

You know someone younger than 10 who passed away. :’(

You have taken pictures of yourself just because you were bored.

You have been in a car wreck.

You have had stitches.

You have a parent who is a teacher.

You have a savings account.

You currently have a $2 bill in your possession.

You have dated someone who was 2 years younger than you.

You have dated someone who was 2 years older than you.

You have broken up with someone for someone else.

You have been cheated on.

You are Catholic.

You are Mormon.

You are Buddhist.

You wish at 11:11.

You have had your current job for more than 3 months.

You have had your heart broken.

You broke someone else’s heart.

You felt bad about it.

You have done something just for the fact that you were old enough to.

You have been to a cemetery at midnight.

You have been a vampire for Halloween.

You have been a witch for Halloween.

You have been a pumpkin for Halloween.

You have stayed up for 48 hours straight.

You have been to walmart in the past 3 days.

You own a pair of scrubs.

You own a cowboy hat.

You own a leather coat.

You are missing someone right now.

You have been let down recently.

You have had someone you thought you could trust betray you.

You would rather have a one-night stand than a relationship.

You would rather win $500 from the lottery, than guest on a game show.

You have met someone famous.

Password please?

2011-05-08T20:04:00.000-07:00

DAMN IT'S LOCKED, YO! /laughs

Curious?

Science Talks

2011-05-07T17:20:00.000-07:00

G8! Great work, broh! I can't get away ma eyes from watching to that show everyday! It's kinda my mood booster ya. Really. . . A great break time for a mood booster. Aaaand, after I saw Born This Way's episode, I saw someone called 'Mrs. Pillsbury' wore a white t-shirt that have a word on it and the word is 'OCD'.

What is OCD?
Is that damn dangerous disease? From my research, some people don't think that's a serious disease but hell yeah that's wrong. It's kinda like a mentally illness and the description is here:

OCD ------ Obsession Complusive Dissorder, a disease that cause peoplesalways to have a thoughts of fear, worry, uneasiness, always doing something that you afraid of (like you have a strong feeling that your hands are dirty but actually not, so you often clean your hands and your foods (like fruits) until it really really clean enough for you) and accidentaly, it becomes a habit and you can't stop it like a ritual for you. But the sufferer realize that they do that.

Whoaaa hold on. Is it difficult to understand? Uh. . . . I can't find any perfect words to describe it but yeah it's like that. The point is, the sufferer always doing something because of over worried of something and accidentally it becomes a habit or ritual for them and they can't stop it. And usually, OCD's sufferer always fear of contamination or dirt and have an obsession on sensual image.

But, It can be healed by psychotherapy. Whew, I have a fear of dirt and sometimes I have a thoughts that I am suffering that disease. But I hope not, I have a little bit bulimia anyway. /fyuh.

Kay! Time for sleep. Get ready for another day~~

Rawyal Wedding

2011-04-30T08:50:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh! Congratulation for both of you Well, I hope you can make it eternal, Prince William. I saw it on TV last night and that was cool and simple wedding. Elegant? Yes it is! Btw see this picture, they're so cute I mean, the children.

Why cool? You know right? Tons of people show their enthusiast to see the Royal Wedding

There's a lot of people from England and another countries come to visit Buckingham Palace and join the crowd just for see the happy couple wave their beautiful hands in the balcony. Oh it's like a dream If I could be like that. LOLOLOLOLOL just ignore this

Suddenly I remember about HRH Lady Diana's previous wedding and whew! TV also showed it!

Guess what, I checked my cupboard and found my mom's old book.

TADAAA

It's about Lady Diana's biography! Then I read it half and wow, tears out. She's such an inspiration for all people when she is alive and become HRH. The way she looks, the way she moves, wherever she goes they follow. She is an icon for most people, including me. Now I'm continuing to read again *laughs*

Change topic.

In 'royal' day but not 'royal' to me, I received my report card. I thought my skills improving a little bit but yes that's right! But not to improved. For the daily tests I'm not that good but I'm improving my score at mid semester test. AND because of that 'not that good', my average value is decreasing, my ranks too. But thanks to god my ranks didn't decrease that far. I should sharpen my skills again. Go go fight!

Anyway I promise to post about my Mummy's birthday on April 20^th. Byebye

Fanfiction? Put your hands up.

2011-04-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

Cheeese fella! A month ago, I watched Gnomeo and Juliet with Kuma for the first walk. Hahaha. It's so doki-doki you know Oh ya, for you who don't know Gnomeo and Juliet, you can see this poster.

The story looks like 'Romeo and Juliet' but this is the funnier version and happy ending, not like original story. I'll give four stars for this. Why? Because sometimes I can guess the storyline
And for the graphics I'll give five stars! I like it so much!

Btw few days ago I am sick. It showed so many red spot on my bodies and it's horrible. Doctor said that usually these disease suffered by babies. The question is, Am I still a baby?! It's ain't cool at all you know? Ukh. . . .

The name for that disease is (in Indonesian) tampak. It can spread to those people who never get this disease. But I'm fully recovered now So I can join classes after having some long holiday that I didn't want to. Ke ke ke~

But, I often feel bored at class Nothing to do. Just eat-study-chats-fool around yeah I'm bored So, I borrowed my friend's handphone and opened fanfiction.net to read some fanfiction during break time And now I just thought that I should continue my old-old-old fanfic because of read those fanfics that I read at school. A lot of ideas come to my mind but the question is: "Why I'm that lazy to type and combine these and those words? Should I look up for a dictionary?" Also, I'm seeking for new chapter to make it interesting. But I'm stucked!

So, I played my cousin's all day long. /slapped.

Mind to help me?

I'm in a misery

There ain't no other who can comfort me

Why won't you answer me?

Your silence is slowly killing me

OOT: This lyrics really really suit on me (because of fanfiction thingy). Check the Glee version, guys! The original song sang by Maroon 5 IMO, I like Glee's version better but I still love Maroon 5 (Y)

GLEEk Out

2011-03-20T07:39:00.000-07:00

HiLo!!!!!!!! I wanna tell you my activity during holidays. Well, I'm so addicted with this thingy. Yeah it's GLEE

Why I love glee? It's because they're so so so so so extremely amazing in covering, singing, mash-up-ing some songs and and I wanna have a great voice like them!

About bias at glee, I like a man with cool voice, nerdy, using wheelchair, always tidy on dressing. It's Artie Abrams or Kevin McHale N.B: Actually, Kevin isn't using a wheelchair. Artie uses it. Got it?

And a dancer that has been cast at "Step Up" before joined glee, it's Mike Chang or Harry Shum Jr. His skin is white plus he has slanted eyes xixixi~

I can't get the horizontal photos of him, so sorry if It's kinda like a picture spam. . .
Tsk Tsk, this is my favorite videos of them. Go check it out!

Glee Regionals - Get It Right

Glee Regionals - Losers Like Me

Glee - Singing in the Rain mash up w/ Umbrella

Today is my bear's birthday Wish you a great happy birthday, boy I wish all of your good wish is being granted by God, be a better person, wiser than before, can make everyone around you proud of your works/attitude, and God bless you always. you alwaays~

Describe our friends! (2)

2011-03-17T23:09:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm gonna continue my previous post~ Why I can't do it yesterday? Coz I'm in badmood. Ok enough ~ ~ ~

Durrotun Naqiyah. Her nickname is Kiki. She is very smart on trigonometry subject. WOW *__* She is a good girl and fan of Tinker Bell and Justin Bieber. She also a running back's girlfriend.

Redhita Millati Rusdy. Her nickname is Redhita. She is a class rep and "tatra" dancer. She is also one of tatra (Traditional Dance) main team in our school. She is well known, chubby, and very loves barbie and magenta colour! Her favorite subject is economics. That's why she always enthusiast with this subject.

Amallia Puspa Rani Setiawan. Her nickname is Amel and sometimes I called her mamel or camel. She wears braces and spectacles. She is chinese like me, and she also smartass! She's also my chairmate. She likes to imitate everything like words, my pencil, or whatevs LOL but I'm not too care about it. Idk since when she's being like this, I mean she is pink lovers oh my gosh -,-

Nucky Artha. A girl who always say that she is AWESOME, Nucky. She is my YAOI friends altho I'm didn't like yaoi that much. Everyone start to called her 'jeruk' because of her facebook name. She loves being anons and orange colour of course. She is manga addict, good artist, wanna be a comic artist someday. If we had a breaktime, don't shock to see her meals. She ALWAYS brings some chicken nuggets and sausages. She never brings some rice though. . . .

Shafira Hanan Khairany. Queen of galau, English God, Queen Elizabeth, that's it Fira. She has some interesting love stories and I'm sure it's already beat Cinta Fitri beside that, she wants to be an architect someday. That's why she is awesome when she draws something like doodles or graffiti. Ah yes, she like tosca so much.

Nadhya Chairiza Fitri Wulandari. /fyuh what a long name you have there, Nadhya! She-loves-photography so much and of course she joins photography extracurricular. She is a blackers --- Rebbeca Black's fans. She spreads "FRIDAY" virus in my class. Her jokes so 'jayus'! When she wants to get serious, I always think that she's going to jayus-ing. Sorry girl ^^"

Hayyuna Handayani. In class, she named as the sexiest. Here she is, Yuna. She is a salsa dancer and joined "paskibra". She's pretty like Arabian, she's also like to be photographed. When she's being photographed, she always has some crazy style xD /peaceout.

Muhammad Ghani Putra. This is our mad-physics, Ghani. I don't know why he stucked on that lessons oh my gosh and his scores also blingbling! I'm envying you a lot! What foods did you eat btw? Ah ya, he is wearing braces and he also tall.

Revano Putratama. The chubbiest member in my class is Vano. But, don't be wrong, he is very skillful at playing guitar and basketball. He likes to play DOTA with Ghani, Yefta, and others.

Bella Budi Lestari. Or we called as Bella, always being pranked with Yuna and Alfira. She is a good artist and also super-creative! Especially when she makes graffiti, doodles, or artworks. You'll envy a lot if you see her works! I thought she wants to be an artist, but I'm wrong. She wants to be a journalist. Hope you can do it, Mrs. Journalist!

Dinnar Ajeng Ravianti. Dinnar is her nick name. I'm so appreciate her spirit when she is studying. Maybe she is a hard worker. . . . She always wears blue contact lens and also salsa dancer.

Donny Mahajaya. Donny is his nick name. He is . . . . . . . our JUSTIN BIEBER in tall and black hair version. Maybe he is our school prima donna (on my generation) -_-v

Bima Rasyidi. Bima is his nicname and he is also a galauers. He always speaks 'henyemenyeh' lately. He al-ways asks me to give him some money. Maybe he wanna be a loan shark? LOL just kidding, he is my class's treasurer. That's why he is kinda sociable.

Fajrul Hafidz. The tallest man in our class is Fajrul as known as acul. His hobby is playing DOTA and he likes to play basketball. He is kind and maybe kinda silent I guess. . .

Sarah Ayu Aulia Rahma. Her nick name is Sarah. A kerdus girl and people usually called her as 'binal' (idk what binal's means) because of all her facebook photos are not using her veil but at school, she uses her veils. She is crazy! She always makes me laugh over load in the middle of lesson. Why? She always acts like 'autis' people and *OOT her photography edits so so cool! Btw, class will not be fun without your craziness, turkey girl. . .

Alfira Chairunnisa. Her nick name is Alfira. She always named 'mama dedeh' because she is so religious. But you're kinda wrong. . . maybe because her chairmate is Sarah or whatevs she also being crazy. They're couple btw :O but she's also smart. Nah, confused?

Amelinda Nericha. Her nick name is Icha. She is so wise and a good listener. She is good at giving advice, maybe you wanna be a psychologist? Her negative side is, she-always-comes-late-to-school. Oh yeah, she is a new fixie rider and one of main team at "tatra" xD

Fahmia Hervianti. Her nick name is Mia. If you look at her, maybe she is innocent, shy, silent, or whatevs but you-were-wrong. She is a GLEEk! So, it's my partner to talk about GLEE! The funniest thing about her is, she always asks something silly like: "how many is your leg?" "what's mom means?" Ah you're that innocent though. . .

That's all!! I'm happy to describe all my friends. Last but not least, I ♥ DIEBESTEN

RIP my super beloved teacher

2011-03-16T21:26:00.000-07:00

Okay I'm really really speechless for today. Mood down? Absobloodylutely yes! Well, I was going to take a bath and then my blackberry's LED showed up. What did I see? Yeah, I see people are talking about my beloved teacher. What's going on? I canceled to take a bath and continue to find out what's going on. The shocking part is here, my Junior High School English teacher, my homeroom teacher when I was in my 8^th grade, my 2^nd mom, is rest-in-peace. Okay it's just unbelievable, she is still young, she has 2 children that in the small ages, I've just graduated and yeah I'm shocked. I. . . . . . . I cried a lot for today. I cried on every random things.

Her name is Mrs. Ninno Aldriani. She is our JHS's best teacher (and my best homeroom teacher of course). I never tought that you'll go away like this. I know it's hard to believe but I must. I will miss your laughter, your kindness, you helps, and everything about you. You're. . . . like what I said before, like my second mom you know? Why? Because you're so wise, you help me a lot especially when I was being bullied by that jerk. Now I must face that you've enter another world and I hope I can meet you again. God, please open your paradise's gates for her. Accept her good deeds. Last, please give her parents/family some determination. We, as her students, hope that she is happy there. AMIN.

We LOVE you a LOT Mrs. Ninno Aldriani. God bless you :)

Describe our friends!

2011-03-15T23:17:00.000-07:00

HI! I'm happy to say this because I'm ON blogger! I wanna write a long post I guess /sigh.
Hmm, which one I should start first?

AH! I finished my fuckin' exams! It's so tiring ne ><" And THANKS TO GOD I get some better scores. Plus, I minimize my remedies list. From 5 to 3 how shock is that! I felt relieved now because it's time for me to have my short holiday again LOL

So, here is my test result
Mathematics *can't be displayed because it's very uGLEE*
Economics 55
Sociology 72
History 76
Geography 90
Biology 80
Chemistry 80
Physics 80
Physical Education 92
Japanese 92
Indonesian 86
English 92
Arts 95
Civics 76
ICT 86
Religion 86

That's my score~ Uh. . . . still ugly for you didnt it ? But I'm happy hahaha /bruk
With this I wanna declare that MID SEMESTER ALREADY FINISHED and I'm GOING TO HAVE a short holiday start from 16-23 March /happyyay!

Now, I wanna tell you about today's activities at my class . (only the interesting one okay?)

So, my English teacher didn't ask us to study but refreshing after exams. I should write all my classmates name on a piece of paper and write about their personality based from what he/she have done to me. Nah! I wanna write here what I wrote on my paper and wanna add something that I wanna express but there's not enough space on my paper.

Huddan Naufal. Huddan is his nickname. He is religious, kind, thin, have a white skin, sometimes he is abstract. He also obsessed with Liverpool because he is a Liverpudlian --> fans of liverpool.

Naufal Riadi Yusuf. Naufal is his nickname. Same with Huddan, he is also religious and kind. He always wears his earphone so I think he loves to listening to the music. He is left handed! Plus, he is one of the top students in my class.

Rizky Chintia Ramadhanti. Her nick is Danti. Well, she is the new student in my class. So, I don't know her so well. But I think she can socialized with other people easily. Warm welcome from us, Danti!

Azizah Anisafitri. Her nick name is Azizah but I often called her Ijah. I love to share stories to her because she is a good listener and she also has so many interesting stories to tell! In the 4th weeks of school, she sold Monol watch oi my class. Hmm... maybe she wants to be a merchant or business girl?

Ayu Khoirrunisa Muiz. Ayu is her nick but I called her Muiz sometimes. Same like Azizah, she is a good listener BUT if she shares her stories, I can't stop laugh because when she tells it, her intonation is same like the reality of her stories! Her expression also make me laugh out loud for sure. Plus, she is one of the top students at my class. Wow cool!

Yefta Kornelius Sasiang. He usually called as Yefta. He loves to play DOTA with Ghani, Revano, and others. He is little bit uncommunicative with others but when he communicates, maybe it'll be fun?

Faisal Alfarruq. We called him as Faisal and he is well known for his football ability. Of course! Because he is the main team when he still at his junior high school. You know what, his face really look alike to my homeroom teacher!

Ulvan Fahmirza. Gadget boy that we called Ulvan always taaaalked about gadget and he also has soooooo many gadget that sometimes make me feel "wow". Can I take some? LOL just kidding. He also the leader of photography extracurricular.

Raynaldo Kristiadi Sola Gratia. We called him as Ray. Ray is kinda silent too, like Yefta did. But he is smart! When he gets a good score, it's very good like a God! Especially when the first lesson of english language, he got the highest score in my class and the others get remedies. Congratulations!

Danita Siti Ismirani. Here she is, the ideal girl in our class. She has a sweet voice, sweet face, kind, and she also a good friend to talk about Korean drama. Yeah, she is Danita.

Nicky Novianty Azzahra. Nicky is her nick name and she is totally obsessed with PMJ (or we known as Prince Michael Jackson) and Justin Bieber plus purple thingy. I hope you can meet them someday~ Or able to visit PMJ's graveyard. . . P.S: Sometimes in the middle of class (when class in serious condition) she likes to shocked us with her laughter that ended with shy face xD

Alfianita Fauzia. Nah! She is called as Alfi. you'll easy to know her because of one thing that very unique on her. Yeah, her voice! So cool~ Especially when she laughs xD She is thin and I like her hair. And I think she is quickly to adapt with each others. . .

Dianty Bawono Putri. This is the queen of Doodle Art in my class, Dianty. You'll envy a lot when you see her doodles. So-damn-cool!!! Are you wanna be artist someday? Or it's just a hobby? Ah, really I like your drawing, plus you're also kind and quickly to adapt with each others.

Yuventius Odie Devananda. Odie the king of 'jayus' in my class. Because of him, people in my class are 'jayus' LOL. He is a new member of Lunartic band. Well, idk what is his role in his band but when I saw him act like playing drum on the table, I like the way he hit the table and the tone also perfect. Or maybe he is a drummer?

Taruna Paramarta Wirowardoyo. His nick name is Taruna. People in my class usually gave the nick name that famous and suit on him, 'stay cool'. Why? Because when he acts, he always being stay cool. If I'm not wrong, he got the most handsome or the favorite boy nomination in my class questionnaire.

Kevin Muhamad Yusuf. He joined an acceleration class in his junior high school. He also smart and funny! Yah it's Kevin. He likes to prank his friend with help from his alliance. So that's why my class seems crowded.

Muhammad Irfan Hielmy. The most creative boy in my class is Irfan. He also part of Lunartic bands. His role as a vocalist. He made a song for our beloved class, Die Besten and he sang it! His voice is good! He also wise to solve other people's problems.

Adrian Dwi Putra. The leader of our class, Adrian. He is hyperactive and 'asal-asalan' if he talks about something. He likes to prank Huddan or someone else or maybe being pranked. The disgusting/funniest thing is, sometimes he acts like a homo. *OOT: Guess what! He is also listening to K-POP!

Trisna Ramadhany. Our school athlete, Trisna. He has a six-pack body and has so many muscles. In the class, he is very enthusiast with economics lesson. When other peoples are goofing or sleeping around, he is busy to count this and that. He is Redhita's rival.

(to be continue) I'm also tired to type ahahah~ But I'll continue. Well, see you guys later ^^v

Confusing Title That Can't Be Predicted

2011-02-26T23:55:00.000-08:00

Hey! I did a questionnaire. Random questionnaire.

Because it's so random, I don't know what should I give a title of this post.

P.S: I did this to fill my boredom because when I wanna receive a call, the person who want to call me already sleep and I'm alone here. /sad /sob /plak!

So nevermind, here it goes~

Alert: No emoticons for this post HA-_-

1. Whatcha doin'?

" Galau, waiting for a call, playing PVZ.

2. Already sleepy nao?

* I never get sleepy at this time, dude.

3. Latest call with?

* My mom -___-

4. Talkin' about?

* Where on earth am I now?

5. Got boyfriend?

* Hu uh

6. Love someone?

* Guess?

7. Latest SMS with?

* Zea

8. What is the SMS topic?

* About rantings, my and her bee.

9. Like shopping?

* Really like it when I had much money and I saw a crazee discount with a good quality product.

10. Miss someone?

* Hell yeah!

11. Hate someone?

* Yup, really hate!

12. Do you wanna do something right now but you forgot to do it?

* Err.............not forgot, but lazy-_-b

13. Something special 2day?

* None.

14. What?

* Nothing.

15. Feeling like you're doin' something wrong today?

* Put my bad exam on my desk and my father saw it.

16. What film do you want to watch right now?

* Nothing.

17. Miss your best friends?

* Absebloodylutely yeah....

18. What song that sounds like you at this moment?

* OST Fairy Tail - Kimi ga Iru Kara.

19. Do you fat?

* Idk but.........yeah.

20. Do you've someone who hurt you today?

* Dunno.

21. Who do you want to meet now?

* My craze friends and him.

22. What do you want to eat now?

* I wanna eat YOU. HAHA no no, I wanna eat Sushi at Sushi Ya.

23. Like to be cheated?

* HELL!! Who on this earth will like it?

24. Ever being cheated?

* Yup. He cheated with Emma Watson and Lucy Heartfillia from Fairy Tail.

25. How ur feel that time?

* Just laugh and dunno what am I feel.

26. Wanna go to somewhere?

* Holiday to Japan.

27. With who?

* My family.

28. What are you going to do now?

* Die. JK. I want to make a coffee latte. Do you want to make it for me?

29. Girl/woman that you want to meet?

* Just my best friends.

30. Boy/man that you want to meet?

* Super Junior!! SHINee!! /fangirling mode: on

31. Miss your home cooking?

* No.

32. The most tearful movie?

* Sono Toki wa Kare ni Yoroshiku and Yamada Tarou Monogatari.

33. What time is it now?

* 23.50 PM. 26/02/2011

34. Wanna buy new handphone?

* Umm... nope.

35. How many sim cards do you use on your phone?

* Only 1.

36. What do you wanna do tomorrow?

* Want to go to see JFest at Bekasi Square but no one want to pick me up from home until come home again.

37. Latest received call?

* Fariz

38. What are you talking about?

* He missed me (haha-.-)

39. Fitness or Gymnastic?

* Not both of 'em.

40. Always doing gymnastic?

* Neva~

41. What do you want to eat tomorrow?

* Free eat.

42. Where do you want to go tomorrow?

* IDK.

43. Already having ur birthday?

* Yes^^

44. What gift do you want to receive on your birthday?

* PSP Go and MacPro.

45. Any fast food do you wanna eat?

* Pizza.

46. Fried rice or fried noodle?

* Fried rice.

47. Wanna be thin?

* DAMN YES!

48. Things near you right now?

* Laptop, Handphone, Earphone, 2 Comics, Pillow, TV Remote, Chemistry book.

49. What's your handphone?

* Apple Iphone, BlackBerry Bold 9700 (Onyx), Esia Hidayah.

50. Your wish for today?

* Make the time longer than usual. I need a long sleep coz I'm tired right now.

Refreshing

2011-02-18T10:02:00.000-08:00

Uh, I'm kinda strained for these day Becaaaaaause LOT of assignments, exams, and any school thingy attack me hardly and I wanna . . . . . . . ~~pee~~ give up someday. My school is really really "famous". I mean famous for their cheap holidays

BUT the Miracle Has Come My school gave me some holidays since now and I'm kinda having a student expression but suddenly that expression all gone. If I think twice, what can I do at home Playing?, Sleeping?, Review some lesson?, Eating?, Watching something?

Oh man, these activity is boring right? Am I wanna do these on 6 days during my holidays? I'll say BIG NO

Now now . . . . . . I'm wearing Braces and the colour is sky blue like this blog

*no photos sawry*

And I think no more to tell. I'm out now

Nu Yeah If !!!

2011-01-01T22:13:00.000-08:00

Ta-Da~~~

Happy 2011 yeah peepoz ^^v Long time not posting huh . . . . Well, my mom hide my modem somewhere and my auntee need it. So, I can play this time mwahaha >:) THANKS aunteeh~

So where am I during I'm not posting? At 31/12/10 I went to Mega Bekasi and Metropolitan Mall with Sy, Dara, Kalitsa, and Nindy to watch Tron and Gulliver's Travel. But when we watched Gulliver's travel, we had rush to the cinema because we're superlate. Why? Because we ate something first~ Our stomach keep growling hahaha~

We also have ramen at Gokkana Teppan

You know what? It's totally spicy !!!

And it's ended with . . . . . Yeah you know it >o<"

Then we played Amazon and I turned into a sniper a whole day :D

Hmm . . . It's kinda strange but I manage the highest score at there *gyahahaha*

Hmm, about 2011 do you have some new resolution?

I've some :

I must getting smarter at all science subjects so I can enter science class

Maybe I will hiatus again from blogger and every social networking because I can't concentrate if I online to much

I wish I can get banana split on my birthday on this January *hahaha

My report card on semester 2 should make my parents and I smiling because of proud

Never forget and always complete my pray

I must sleep earlier because IF I sleep late, maybe it will decrease my health

More wiser than before. Not act like a child anymore

Able to understand and solve my own problem

Not make any mess on my room haha -___- *it's my sister works*

Diligent, cool, manly, gain more height, decrease my weight

I'll online at weekend only so gomen if I late reply for tags or whatever

Can have 1^st year anniversary with my boy

Friendlier with everyone especially my sister, I wish I'm not bullying her again hahaha :p

Complete my nazar fasting

I hope I can manage all of them. Amin.

Hey hey bad news for all students: Tomorrow will be the LAST of our holiday right? Remember school's reopening aw my gee. I'm not ready to head it because I need more stretching at my spring bed :B

Kurisumasu Eve

2010-12-26T23:11:00.000-08:00

Merry Kurisumasu For All Who Celebrate It

In this day, I went to Taman Anggrek Mall with my family and my mother's friend family. We enjoyed it so so much. Well I want to have some picture spam now~

This is santa's house! Take a look~

Inside santa's house You should know there's SO MANY KUMA-CHAN dolls on it (≧▽≦) Want to steal it one

So crowded isn't it?

There's a train inside the mall!! LOL. Many children have a ride on it. It seems like they're having fun aren't they? Feel like wanna joined them =A=

Because I saw Haagen-Dazs stall on Xmas Fair, i bought my favorite flavour

See that huge Xmas tree ? Well I can't get the best angle to take it because I'm confused the tree was so high . . .

Because I'm hungry, I bought one of these bread. Guess what topping did I choose?
*cheese and tuna* mwahaha my favorite toppings after all

After thaat~ I went home at 4PM because my auntee called my mom that she's already in front of our house to took some clothes. So, we went home very RUSH. You must know: we still want to play Timezone but because of that call . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Ok never mind

And at home, I suffered a super g8 headache (￣∩￣#) that made me don't want to do anything and I can't sleep all night But thanks to god, I relieved from that ill at 12PM <--- On the next day in the afternoon. Oh gosh

But It was wonderful because I'm not stuck at home HAHAHA
Wuaah~ I'm getting tired. Gtg to sleep. Bye minna

Azkaban Activity

2010-12-23T15:07:00.000-08:00

Boo! How's life?

Ah, I'm happy with this holiday because I'm active again on blogger plus I can meet up with my friends through net everyday, because I miss them so bad

Here is my beloved #DieBesten --> name for the class of X-I

What is Die Besten? Die Besten is taken from German language that means 'the best' (pronounce: di-bes-tn) *sounds like that

Nah, because of I miss them so so so so so so much <---- that's too much i guess . . .
I always online until morning ( max about 1 AM/day ) and always sneaking to search some treasure at night HAHAHA *slapped by dad/mom/sis*

TA-DAA~!

Todaay, my mom had just bought a lot of snack to eat and I think I will take 'em one by one to prevent 'stealing' at night
Oh my gosh if this still happen to me, I'm sure I will be fat arrrghhh. I should control my hungry moods, yeah I should

While waiting for my mom returns, I take care of my Dad's American Anthurium ( if I'm not wrong, that's the name of my Dad's Anthurium species )

And playing xiibi chara generator on bookface LOL

Oh ya, aniway I'm currently joining SOTM that held by Crystal. More information about SOTM just visit this page. Seee yaaa~

P.S: I relly really MISS my kumaboy so damn much

MommaDay

2010-12-22T01:07:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,

Today is a great day for our Mom especially at Indonesia. We celebrated it with joy of happiness. We confessed our feelings to our beloved Mom, thanked her because we get the best Mom ever (although sometimes she's annoying but I love her) and thanked her because of her great efforts to support her child(s). We gave her some present to respect her big day.

What is my present? Hmm . . . . I gave her

BreadTalk Tiramisu Cakeee~~~

Yah, is that too much? Not right? I just wanna eat that hahaha~ <--- what a shame
For the truth, I'm craving for tiramisu, that's why I bought that flavor

I also give her a pop art card but sawry , I can't post it here because I forgot to take a photo of it and she already put the card on her cabinet Hahaha gomenasai ne >o<" Oh ya I've a little read for you. Maybe some of you already know this picture

click to see it larger

I found it at my friend's tumblr and I know I've read it twice . From the picture , it told that we SHOULD NOT hate our mom whatever is her condition, she is the best. Whatever she did, it has a meaning on it (well for the last statement it depends what kind of mom did you get, the evil or the good one)

Now is my confession to my mother through blogger. I don't know will she read it or not but this is my true feelings and maybe she already knows

Last but not least,

HAPPY 22nd December, Mom. I hope you'll be the BEST mom ever on my life. No one can replace you because I you

MY SIMPLE PLAN

2010-12-21T20:27:00.000-08:00

Above is my holiday plan. Remember, my previous post said that I'm not going to anywhere because my father is working at another country , so I didn't add "Hanging out with my family" because I know it won't possible. If it's possible, maybe around 20%

Gomen I did a supershort post today. I just fill my boredom

Aww . .
Finally, I fixed my messy button on my button page. Sorry if it's still messy because I don't know how to make it un-messy

Today's meal: 's Slurpee and my from refrigerator plus my mom's for dessert kkk~ What a holy holiday

Hey hey thanks for the wonderful award Eunice-chan ~

SHS Report Card

2010-12-17T15:17:00.000-08:00

Konnichiwa ne I already received my report card and the taste is . . . . . I don't know what to say. If it's like that, my friends said that the taste is "Nano Nano " LMFAO

So, here we goes

Religion:
(theory) 86
(practice) 94

Citizenship Education:
(theory) 76
(Yeah at least I reached minimum completeness criteria or we can say it as KKM)

Indonesian Language:
(theory) 84
(practice) 81

English Language:
(theory) 84
(practice) 82

Math:
(theory) 81

Physics:
(theory) 78 *suramers*
(practice) 97

Biology:
(theory) 83
(practice) 78

Chemistry:
(theory) 85
(practice) 81

Geography:
(theory) 78

Economics:
(theory) 75

Sociology:
(theory) 79

Arts:
(practice) 81

Sports:
(theory) 88
(practice) 83

Nihongo:
(theory) 94
(practioce) 81

Computer:
(theory) 78
(practice) 88

English Conversation:
(theory) 76
(practice) 81

Nah, from that I can see there's a lot of '7' that contains in my report card
My mom said it's a mess but my dad said that's awesome
(but I'm agree with my mom statement. I'm stupid anyway...)

Why awesome? Because he didn't see it at home, he is at another country right now until my holiday is END! So, I'm not going to ANYWHERE for this holy-day aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *scream to the death*

I just want to say HAPPY HOLIDAY FOR ALL HUMANS whose having holiday right now

Oh yes I'm almost forgot!! I want to say thanks to Diyana and Amy to give me these gift and awards

from Diyana-chan. Thanks

from Amy-chan thaaanks~~

I want to share this video that make me laugh non stop when I watch this. Well, this video has been Indonesian teena's hot topic for this 3 weeks. Many people said this boyband impersonate Korean boyband but for me? Who cares. I don't wanna think about it. This is a funny video, that's all.

This is the original version

This is the parody that make me LOL-ing. It's HIGHLY RECOMMENDED after you watch the original one. No offense, but for me the parody is different from the original video. Happy watching

*I'm sorry if the post is so short or unimportant because IDK what to share, what to type. I'm typeless for this day no inspiration and I'm blank

Funnarnia

2010-12-14T04:47:00.000-08:00

Haro fellas :3 I wanna speak speak here. Anyway. . . . . you know the newest Narnia movie right? I mean: The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader? If you don't know, check google then!

Yeah, I watched it now. The film is not totally funny but why the title of this post "Funnarnia"? It started here

Yesterday I asked my mom

Me : Mom, may I watch a movie with my friends?
Mom : Oh please not again. You've watched a movie on sunday right?
Me : Yeah but this movie is the most important, Mom
Mom : Why don't you buy the DVD of that movie? It's cheap by the way...
Me : I knew that. I just want to watch a movie with my high school friends. That's all
Mom : How many person are they?
Me : *counting with my finger* one . . . two . . . three . . . ah! They're 6 including me.
Mom : I see. But sorry you can't join them
Me : WHAT?! Please mom. This is the last. I promise.
Mom : But when will you come back to home? At night? No no I won't allow you to do that.
Me : Mom, I don't want to come late. It'll be tiring and it's bored to stay for a long time at mall. And I'm a girl, I won't do that! Maybe i'll come home at 4. That's the max time I guess . . .
Mom : *silent*
Me : Mom?
Mom : *silent*
Me : Mom? Are you listening to me?
Mom : *eat fried potatoes*
Me : Mom!
Mom : Ok, if you come home not at 4 o'clock, I'll not open the door for you.
Me : THANKS MOM! I'll come home as fast as possible! Thanks! *bowed*

See? That's my effort to make sure her to believe me.

Then I did a super silly conference of our plan at Windows Live Messenger and the result is : Watching at Mega Bekasi, not 3D, and we will take 12:45

Oh my god *i was silly at that time* I thought that I can't joined them because the end of film timing wasn't good. So, I ~~desperately~~ said "No thanks. Have fun everyone :)"

In this morning my friend asked me to watch and take the 3D. Of course I was like " WHAAAAAT?! Srsly?!?!?!" and smiling non stop. Then I thought. If I watched the 3D, my mom will allow me right? And the timing also perfect to not come home late. Then, I called my mom and she said "Alryt. Take care dear. Beware of someone strange and unknown aliens." WOW thanks again my super mom!

Nah, actually the ppl who joined me to watch Narnia are 9 ppls, they're Nadhya, Shafira, Sarah, Alfira, Cynthia, Yuna, Fajrul, Mia, and Ghani *wow so many yah?* But my friends, Shafira, Nadhya, and Sarah already at mall. Guess what? Suddenly,, we changed the plan (because of the 3D), we watched at Metropolitan Mall not at Mega Bekasi. But Sarah is very difficult to called. So, Nadhya and Shafira already stand by at MetroMall and Sarah? Yeah she is at Mega Bekasi.

You must guess where-are-we. WE STILL STAYED AT SCHOOL! We're waiting for Cynthia's father (who wanna give us a ride but it cancelled xD) and waiting for Ghani for half an hour. Plus waiting for a taxi but we can't find it. So, we rode public transportation to get there.

We still panic because of Sarah. How can we tell her? Then, my friend, Alfira called Nadhya and said she will pick up Sarah to MetroMall. I problem's solved. We have fun at the car.

Next is the extra stupid part! We went to the mall but the security said that students who still wear their uniform can't enter the mall, so we must change our clothes and the movie will start at 5 minutes left.

We can't find any toilet and guess what? Some of my friends that I can't tell who is that changed their clothes at ATM!! You know ATM right? Automatic Teller Machine? HAHAHA I laughed a lot! The security also said there's a CCTV on it. I can't imagine if the controllers saw my friends, how are they react? Pervert i guess . . . But really, there's no time left so they really really did that silly idea! I'm totally salute with their 'braveness' xD

FINALLY after being hurry to cinema, we said hello to each other and forget there's something missing. Yeah! Ghani! He said that he went home first because he wanna change his clothes. Oh my god we should wait again. After 10 minutes, he came and we late to watched the movie. But it's ok, because we only late for the 5 minutes movie trailer and 5 minutes movie intro.

After we finished watching movie, we ate at KFC and went home at 3 o'clock. So far, I was save from my mom's anger but my money? Totally not save. I need more NOW =A=

Holidays already neeaaarr \(^o^)/

2010-12-03T21:51:00.000-08:00

Fellas~ Ready for holiday? Where will you go? London? Japan? Atlanta? German? Oh my god that's so incredible!! I guess I won't go there, but I WANT *just a busy-teenage dream*

I'm totally ready for the day that all people want. I'll ~~eat parfait, ride a roller coaster, watch some movies with my friends, spend my new year night with my JHS old friends, go to dufan, buy so many comics, download so many videos to watch at 3AM~~ have fun! *P.S: Don't forget to study for the 'sweet' revenge, Resta~

But before that, I'll receive a report card. Wah, I'm excited what kind of score will I get? Bad one? Or good one? I don't know. . . . But I hope I'll get the good one *pray to God*

Almost forgot! Did I tell you that on the previous day (about 29 Nov - 6 Dec) I have semester exams? Not right?
Well, I've not tell my result to my parents because It's still not finished yet. I'll tell them later. Kekeke~ -------> Do you know what does it mean? If not. . . . just ignore it xD

And this is my condition on weekends *hehehe*

At 6AM

Me : * still sleeping*
Mom : *knock the door* Ciel, wake up!! (my mom really called me 'Ciel' omg =A=") *knock the door again loudly*
Me : *streched myself. trying to wake up* Ung. . . . . later I'll mom.
Mom : Open the door can't you? Get the fresh air in the morning is better for your health
Me : Deng yi xia (wait a second in mandarin) *wake up lazily and open the door*
Mom : AH good! The computer still on. Why don't you turn it off?
Me : I'm downloading a torrent mom. . .
Mom : Torrent?
Me : Yep.
Mom : So you're playing all night and let this on until morning?
Me : I was sleeping last night mom *put an innocent face*
Mom : I don't believe it. . . .
Me : . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Mom : Don't sleep again kay? *go to downstairs*
Me : No. I'll sleep now. *put a blanket and continue to sleep*

After 15 minutes *maybe* Dad is coming
Dad : Hoo. . . still sleeping huh?
Me : *didn't react*
Dad : *check my eyes* Revenge because of late sleeping during the test huh?
Me : Gotcha! You know it dad!
Dad : Sleep again if you want. I know that was tiring.
Me : THANKS DAD!!!!!! You're AWESOME :)

Do you know what torrent am I downloading right now? It's Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows and Megamind. I've just finished watchin' Megamind and it was cool. Especially the giant-blue-head. What an evil villain! I love all his tools so incredible *o* It's like Despicable Me! Well, both of them are DreamWorks's production hahaha COOL B)

Harry Potter is still on progress nao, still 70.2% with 9.3KB/s download speed *sigh*
I guess downloading at night is the best timing. But when I downloaded at 5AM it's getting slower and slower. Ohmygee ~~" I must be patient I guess *slap my face*

I'm kinda bored. Should I study sociology for Monday exam? Maybe yes
If you're free, my question is : What are you doing during waiting for downloading a movie/torrent in a big size memory?

Annoyed

2010-11-25T21:02:00.000-08:00

Ohmygawd. . . . . . . . . Really, I hate my school life. Exactly hate like a hell.

Want to know why? Ah actually it's better for me to not share it here.

But, if I think it twice, where should I share?

It's (only) because of ONE person who ruined my school life. One person whose so PERFECT.

And me? Just the imperfect one.

I know people aren't perfect but for me, that human already near to perfect. Why? Because when I'm with her/him (I can't tell you what gender is that human LOL. I'll let it on ur imagination ^^v) I'm always feel envy. He/she always ask me "How to do this?" "How is this?" "Tell me this one, please" and If I know I'll told him/her how to do or solve this or that.

But why he/she get the "BEST" one? Now, it feels like : He/She is the wood hunter, and I'm the wood. He/She is seeking for a "wood" and he/she found me---the wood. Then, he/she cut me down. I died.

Ah . . . . . . . . . . . . . this is the first time I saw a people like this.

I hate she/he totally HATE her/him. Only because of too perfect that made me feel, . . . . . . . . . full of envious. I know I shouldn't be like this but I can't. I wanna take an extra sweet revenge but my question is: Is this possible?

I wish I COULD and you let me to do that on you. But how ? ?

*take a deep breath*

OK! I won't do that. I'll care for myself--not him/her. I don't care anymore with his/her condition and I don't wanna know and related to it. Next time, I'll do the same thing as what you did to me, pals~ I hope so .___.

Damn Psychotest

2010-11-19T17:54:00.000-08:00

Woooh I'm so depressed right now You know what? My psychotest damn worst! I didn't get what I want and too many miss prediction. Asdfasdfasdf I'm also kinda afraid to show it to my parents. Why? Yeah you can guess it. I hate to hear their "midnight concert" on my room for sure *laughs*

I get Social major, not Science major

SHOCKED to the MAX. I didn't want to see this!

My IQ is increasing by 3 points

Yosh! But still, i didn't believe my intelligence chart based on this.

I didn't get Medical major, but I got Government major

What the fffffff. In my reality, I always get remedies on citizenship education. How could I...?

I'm still not get it. One of my friends, that very smart on science get social major WOOW. Of course ppl in my class are kinda get an electric shock mwahaha *me too lah*

Nah, i think this is the greatest motivation to show 'em that this f***ing psychotest's predictions are FALSE

Ganbatte for me

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OH! I'm almost forgot! I wanna join Science National Olympiad and I took Biology. I hope I can be a representative of 71 Senior High School and can be a winner of this olympiad. Guys, please pray for me! xD

3 Idiots Syndrome

2010-11-18T20:00:00.000-08:00

My ratings:

"ALL IZ WELL" said Ranchoddas Shamaldas Chanchad. Ok I'm agree, if we said all is well when we had a problem, our heart will be stronger to face is and things like afraid, scary, and others like that will go away~

I practiced it on my chemistry exam and the result is ALL IZ WELL too Oh my god this is the super great spell and the movie also super duper great! I learned a lot from this

"Chase excellence, success will follow" - Ranchoddas Chanchad

I know this it too-late for me to watch this Hindi movie because I rarely watch TV. FYI, I knew this movie when I studied sociology and the teacher offered us to watch this movie. I laughed a lot because it's really really

I love the ending part. The result between people who chase excellence and people who chase success. After I watched this movie, I hope I'll not choose the wrong path because it will affect on my life.

TRULY RECOMMENDED TO WATCH !

I'm gonna out of the topic now. It's about my handphone aweeee ;_____; so random

(at the execution room. *Cross. I mean at the living room)

Dad : How can you did this to your hand phone?
Me : I don't know. This is not my fault. *put an innocent face*
Dad : Do you think I'll buy you the new one for you?
Me : Of course you will. Whops *put my hand on my mouth*
Dad : Yeah, I think you're right..... *drink the milk tea*
Me : Really?
Dad : Yes but take this for a while *gimme my sister's phone*
Me : WHAT?! What should I do if my sister angry at me?
Dad : She's not going to use her cellphone again. Don't worry.
Me : Did you mean now it's mine?
Dad : NO!! I said I'll buy you the new one right?
Me : Uh.... yeah I'm forgot.
*Silent*
My sister : (from upstairs) GIMME BACK MY HANDPHONE DAAAAAAAAAAAAAD *cries*
*10 seconds later*
Me : Dad, anyway what cellphone will you give me? The same one or...?
Dad : Same as me. I'm afraid if I give you touch screen phone again, you'll broke it.
Me : Oh-my-god

Omg I laughed a lot when my sister asked my dad to return her cellphone. And I'm also did a miss prediction, I think my dad won't bought me the new one and he will super mad at me. Ahaha thanks a lot dad

I'm sorry it's really not my fault I'm also dunno why the touch screen doesn't work after I heard my alarm at 5AM

Ciel

2010-10-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

Omg thanks to my big bro hahahaha I like this nick name. Am I ever told why must be 'Ciel'? Someone already know about this but I'll retell about this. Why? Because ppl at my school also called me 'Ciel' but they're still confused why must be 'Ciel'? Why not 'Kuma-chan' or another nick name?

Oke the history started at 25/01/2010 it means my burpday!! *laughs*

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Ok just kidding. HAHAHAHA omgomg gomenasaaai *slapped*

So, me and my family were celebrating my birthday. Suddenly my brother came and called me and I didn't hear it. My brother said that he shouted at me three times. And at the third call, he not called me 'Resta' but 'Ciel'. I don't know why I was like 'What? Are you called me before?' So my brother made a new nick name for me as Ciel =A="

Then I asked my bro why you called me Ciel?

It's because of my long name. Claresta V Clorinda. It has too many 'Cl' on it. If we spell the 'Cl', it will be "ci-el". So that's the history.

My post so random ryt? But thanks for reading^^

Nah schoolmates, do not ask me 'why must be Ciel' again okay? Kakakaka~

Jessica's Birthday Giveaway

2010-10-27T19:54:00.000-07:00

Ppl!! I had joining Jessica's Birthday Giveaway. I wanna share it here and hope you can join her giveaway contest too ^^ The rules are simple ne~

Now heres how to Enter:

1. You must be a Public Follower

2. Post a new blog entry and link to this giveaway (you may use picture above)

3. Leave a comment below with the following format:

Name:
E-mail address:
Link to Blog Post:
Birthday Message (optional):

Come-on~ Join naoz!! xD Btw Happy Birthday Jessica^^

내 여자친구는 구미호

2010-10-09T08:10:00.000-07:00

(left) Lee Seung Ki as Cha Dae Woong, (right) Shin Mina as Gumiho

TADAK-drama watchers (maybe) know what K-Drama is this. Yeah~ It's Nae Yeojachinguneun Gumiho or My Girlfriend is Gumiho. The stars are Lee Seung Ki as Cha Dae Woong, Shin Mina as Gumiho , Mi Ho, or Park Son Joo, Park Soo Jin as Eun Hye In, No Min Woo as Park Dong Joo. You can read the synopsis by searching at google because I'm very lazy to type. NB: Gumiho is a nine tailed fox -a legendary folk story at korea- who eats human's liver.

The reason why I love this drama:

I'm suffering the Woongtastic.

I love the hero action that ended with aegyo

Woong's very brave to take a risk and also eager with his condition.

I like I'm in that drama

I got the feeling of the drama.

Those comedy are really really really funny.

When I watch this drama, my stress are gone.

I WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN SO BAD

I'm already finished the movie until THE END. I wanna cry a lot when I heard the song (title: Yeoubi) because it's so touching, mellow, and the singer's voice very wow ^o^ Oh ya I wanna have some picture spam and recap at very-ending scene. (i dun have idea to post LOL)

They spend the rest of their last night meeting at the gym because that's the place where Dae Woong saw her true form (I mean gumiho form) for the first time.

Then after the moonlight come, he clutched her hand and she covers his eyes as he starts to cry. She tells him to think of it all as a dream from the first time she appeared until this scene. In that way, he wont be hurt after open his eyes. She cries and keep covering Dae Woong's eyes to keep him not watching her disappear. She also tell him to remember her as a really really really good dream for him.

She give him a kiss and her last tail comes out. It fades away and Mi Ho also disappear. Dae Woong can't accept the fact that after he opens his eyes, it'll not hurt. He cries until feel asleep.

Dae Woong: A dream? When I open my eyes, it won't hurt?! It hurts this much... How can you be a dream?

A few days later, Dong Joo appears and Dae Woong pleased to meet him. Now, Dong Joo is a professor, he ask Dae Woong if he still waiting for Mi Ho. (You know the answer right?)

He also tells Dae Woong that today there will be an eclipse. "The sun and the moon they can't exist in the same place. But they break that rule, and come together, in the eclipse." He asks Dae Woong to think the real meaning of his word.

Finally, the eclipse come. At that time, Dae Woong heard a phone call. It's not from his phone but from Mi Ho's handphone. He receives the call and guess who calls him? Yap she is Mi Ho! She is using eclipse to speak with him. Dae Woong keep asking where she is, but she didn't answer where exactly she is. She just said that she is near to him.

He runs around looking for her and the eclipse passes, of course their connection is lost. He shed a tear and thought that heavens were supposed to go mad.

Someone called him "Woong ah!" He is responding to that call. Mi Ho is in front of his eyes. She is standing about 4 meters maybe. He is surprised.

He walks over her and keep asking is she the real one or a ghost. She's about to answer but suddenly he hugs her and saying it doesn't matter.

Daewoong: (crying) It doesn't matter if you're a ghost, a gumiho, or a person. It doesn't matter. It's enough that you're in front of me. If you're back, that's enough

Then they're hugging each other. I hope I'm replace Mi Ho to do that.

In the night, they're sitting together at balcony watching the moonlight. She ask him if he isn't curious with her condition whether she returns to be a human or still a gumiho. Actually he is curious and then she tells him that actually, her tails still one more left! (I'm lolling at Woong's face expression there. NYAHAHAHA SO TABLO!)

The story ended with : Happy Ending

This K-Drama truly RECOMMENDED because the story so funny unique and make me laugh and cry. Of course my ratings to this drama is 4 1/2 star because I'm not understand the story at the first episode.

Wee~ I'm tired now. I think i did some grarrors. Hah I don't care and I wanna sleep. Good bye and good night all

P.S: I'm not attending this event. I know this will be fun if I watch them, but i hate the timing! I want to see Taemin - Minho so so so so so so so so BAD (i mean SHINee)

Errors and Galaus

2010-10-08T21:43:00.000-07:00

I'm BACK but not totally back. I'm back because I MISS BLOGGING SO MUCH but I don't know what to tell, what to type, what am I going to express.

But finally I found 1 title that suit me the most. Yeah it's ERRORS and GALAUS.

Oh yeah for those who don't know what is galaus, galaus is same like mellow expression, full of sadness and look like missing something that (very) important to your life.

Errors:

Why? Because I've a loooooot of test (one of them is mid-term test) and I finished it ! That's why I can blogging now kekeke~ But why errors? why not success or great or another pro comments? Because I must do a loooooot of remedial I'm lil bit shy to tell you this but I must. I must do seven remedials

Here are those f*cking subjects:

Chemistry ---> I did a fatal error. I'm forgot the differences between polar and non-polar covalent.

Geography ---> I'm already study hard but............. yeah you know what does it mean.

INDONESIAN LANGUAGE ---> HAHA it's truly difficult ya know~ Ridiculous, I'm speaking Indonesian language but I got a remedial on this subject.

Economy ---> I can't remember whose theory is this and that.

Sociology ---> I can't give an explain what is folkways, custom, etcetera.

Civic ---> I'm not good on this subject. Really I'm swear. I'm always get remedial on this subject.

Computer ---> Although I'm often playing computer, because I'm not studying microsoft but ubuntu, I must get some adaptation with ubuntu. All computer at my home are using Microsoft, so It wasn't ironic if I get a remedial on this lesson.

Well, those are so frustrating my mind I can't imagine it, i must do ~~SUCK~~ SEVEN remedials and the teacher who gimme that lesson very strict and two of 'em so lazy to teach us.

Geez .....................

From JHS to SHS, my score ratings are decreasing. So i think i sud stop playing anymore (in fact I'm still playing but less than in JHS). Also, the KKM (standar ketuntasan minimal) so high!! I should get 75 on any subject and If i get min that 75 I must do remedial. That's so AWESOME

Galaus

Teens are labile. Labile because of anything. Could be because of future, love, scores, school life and etcetera. And hell yeah that's happen to me now. To many factors that I should explain, but those are that I've mentioned before are included to me

I met a boy. he is my friend. And everyone's friend. I've never met a boy who acts as gentle as him. He cares a lot. Maybe he do it just to me. Maybe to everyone. What step should I take? It's irritating to think about it and I have no idea.

OH YA I'm almost forgot~ *forecaster mode on*

In Indonesian, the weather so so so frightening, it has heavy rain and a big thunder. Of course, the sound of also made me so so so ~~tanoshiii~~~ kowaiii~

Happy Eid Mubarak

2010-09-10T09:57:00.000-07:00

Pst. I just want to say

HAPPY EID MUBARAK FOR ALL MY MUSLIMS FRIENDS
Sorry If I had so many mistakes to you all. Well, no body's perfect except our god.
I'm also trying to forgive your mistakes to me. Except my ex friend a.k.a my enemy at junior high oh my god she's so TROUBLESOME!

I'm going to out of town. So it's not possible to update at my blog. Oh, I"m such a bad blogger. But I'm trying to update lah~ HAHA see you and happy holiday!!!!

P.S: No Icon For This Post. I know it will be boring but i'm trying to make it not boring. I'm such a lazy girl to upload some pics. so, BYE!

My Class and PalZ

2010-09-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

Uhello minna-san!! Long time not not not noooooot blogging. Do you miss me? Not? Great, you're awesome. You know what? I miss my reader so so so soooooo much. Lemme hug you one by one *lols*

Well, I want to tell you about my day at Senior High School. It's so so WONDERFUL because all of my classmates are so so friendly. They're great! You know, we're solid to each other (including boys and girls) and I didn't find any bullying so far...

But ppl on my class are so crajii~~~

Why why? Because when a girl and a boy talk to each other, ppl who saw it will mock them and spread it on twitterville With hash tag of course.... And people from other school saw my tweet and ask "who is #...?" HAHAHA but the cengincouple didn't get angry with that. We do it just for FUN okaay??

Next....

About Teee-cheers (read:teacher), they're absolutely S.C.A.R.Y because I'm afraid with their roles I'm afraid maybe I can't follow their rules, so I got the bad scores. But my upperclassmen said to me like this ...

"You're lucky because you got those teachers! If you're going to graduate from X-class, you'll miss their kindness to you. So, thanks to Allah because you get 'that' on your 1st experience when you entered SHS."

I'm just wondering what kind of teachers will I get after I graduate from X-class to XI-class... Maybe it'll be the devilest teacher *teardrops* And ALL. oke need to be bold ALL of my teacher so sadist! They gave us THR = Tugas Hari Raya a.k.a Homeworks so so many!! But I'm already finished all of them today~ But I'm keep asking to my friends, maybe I miss another homework(s) to do

Now it's about the love love story. Well, in Indonesia, 'galau' is trending. I can't explain what is 'galau' in english but I'll say it in Indonesian.

Jadi galau itu adalah keadaan risau yang bikin semuanya mellow

When one of my classmates is 'galau' they will stay alone and see their handphone. Keep silent and do not doing anything. (I mean just doing something random)

And me? I....................................have a crush on someone. He is TAEMIN!! HAHAHA Well I know it's impossible to meet or keep in touch with him but he is so aegyo wawawawa #randomthings

No no I'm lied.. I didn't have a crush on someone right now. But I'm just wondering what should I do if I have a crush on someone. Will it decrease my score? Ah, I can't get it

Oh ya, I'm changing my twitter username. Please keep in touch with me here

@revilciel

THANKS A LOT!!!! I'm always update on twitter. Although sometimes I'm using Indonesian.. But please keep follow me and I'll follow you back.

P.S: I'm always gave a hint who I'm wondering if I fall in ai with 'him' Kakaka~ GoodBye and Happy Holy-day

Despicable Me

2010-07-20T13:24:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm watching Despicable Me about 1 weeks ago (maybe) wif my friends and my sister. But my sister watched Eclipse.

My Rating:

WOW Why five star? Because it's look like Sci-Fi animation movie and i LOVE all the gadget there especially All Gru's and Vector's gadget. Although the animation ( maybe because I watched not 3D movie? ) it's rough but the story and the jokes are A plus! In whatever scenes I'm always laughing. Well, when I watched this I'm in desperate mood because of something that I can't tell here. After watch this, those feelings are gone away. HAHAHA I want to watch it once more. Really, I love the jokes and gadget there.

I am really "wow"-ed after saw Vector's gaming room. Under the floor there was a big shark on it and it's look like sea world. I hope my home can do it but really, I can't do that. It will take a lot of budget and I will lost my money if I make a floor like Vector does.

Do you know where should I buy the Minions?? I hope I can have some. They're CUTE and blezebeb --> #ignorethis I love the way they're speak. Fucking kawaii. I think if I buy that one it will be expensive because my pocket balance is: ZERO

Should I spend my money now? Or maybe do you want to buy me the minion? Especially my penpal? *forcing* LOL.

Mind Battle

2010-07-19T18:19:00.000-07:00

Ttantarantantan~ Well this is my FIRST story that i'm going to share in my public blog. Just hope that he is didn't notice it. It will make me ........... ~~WORST~~ better

You know ... something like love at first sight? It's look like that but not to hyperbolic love. Just being a fan. Not more than that. *maybe someday? HAHA it's just an imagination and I will not like that.

Reason why I'm being his fan? I don't know either Suddenly after seeing his accident smile with me it's just ... Oh i don't know how to explain but it's really. Suddenly that feeling entered at my mind But I'm not that crazy like think about him every day blablabla and other annoying mind that will broke my concentrate on studying.

Uh, Well It's really DISTURBING because he is at the same class with me and if we (me and all pupils in my classroom) going to have some lessons at auditorium he always at the same row with me. I'm not that confident but I found it strange, why ( it's already 2 days 4 lessons each day ) it's always like that. Argh annoying really annoying

Forget it forget and please forget. I hope I can do it. Well If I can do it, I can have a strong relationships with him with my own way. HAHAHA *evil laughs*

Ok I should Turn off my eyes and computer now. See ya l8

HIgh s-COOL-girl

2010-07-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

O-Hio~ Miss me already? Well done. I miss you too. Well, annoying with my greet "do you miss me?" #betterforyoutodonotreadthisbecauseitwilltakelongtimetoreadandyouwillannoyedwiththis

Now I am the High School Student and I'm already realized it. I'm getting mature and will lost my childish style as soon as possible. I'd better to change to be more mature and thinking forward. That's my wise word for now. Now let's change to the main post.

Ok, I am NOT planning to hiatus now. If i didn't post for 4-5 days it means that I have NO IDEA to post. ok?? Well I'm tired now. Sleepy. Want to take a rest before MOS. *no smileys for today. to lazy

My Ninerift

2010-07-14T10:08:00.000-07:00

Yo, I'm interested in new game now. Well actually it's not a new game but it's an old game that being renovated to be new game. The old name of the game is "Fresbo World" and The new one is "Ninerift" --> Fresbo changed into Ninerift. Got it

New Version

Old Version

The old game looks like PIGG or Habbo or maybe for the easier way we can called it the Sims Online. We can shopping to decorate our avatars, home appliance, increasing Pass The Bomb level, pet training, go to Nippon High to get a math lesson.

But now, it's totally different. It's like Ragnarok Online, Seal Online, or Luna Online in mini version. Or we said id "RPG Game". We do some quest and kill the monsters that we found in our way, crafting to get some rare items like gold, ore, granite, etcetera. But we still decorating our home and avatar, playing PTB, joining an elite guild like me. HAHA

Actually I'm an old player that had just playing again 2 days ago at Ninerift. COOL, after more than 2 years not playing I'm back and it's like " wow it's different "

My guild is *Shadow_Elite* I miss them so much. Well it's a well known guild at Fresbo world. Maybe it's not exist again at Ninerift because the old player already gone and busy with their own worlds But maybe the old player that still playing until now will know what and who is *S_E*

Why exist? Because it's hard to enter that guild. We must be clever at math. Must be fast answering at Nippon High. Well my best record is answering 10 question in 19.00 seconds I think i captured it somewhere but it lost Ok never mind, and then at PTB we should (at least) at Bronze Bomb Level. I'm already C4 level naoz Hahaha ~~whocares~~ and i think that's all the main requirements. Ah, and also, SPEAK ENGLISH. Other language is forbidden to use in this guild chat.

Please visit here yaa~ It's our guild webby but it seems being abandoned for 1 years. http://shadoweliteguild.weebly.com/

Got this from traveling to a site

I won Merits Award on Helena's SOTM

Well, thanks for the award. Truthfully I don't know what is merits award. So, anyone can explain to me what exactly it is??

And last FYI I'm joining this blog contest

Rules:

-Your site must be opened to everyone.

-Your site cannot contain vulgarities or obscene pictures.

-No sites on haitus or mias.

-The banner must be found somewhere in your site [If it's in a navi , in your email please state].

How to participate:

-Simply email me at your-lastbreath@hotmail.com.

-Taggers would not be entertained.

-The title of your email "TwentyTen SOTM July". Include your name, site.

Way of Judging:

-She'll be using a point system.

-She would judge you upon all the catergories and award you certain amount of points.

-The person whom scored full marks in that catergory , would win the Most ____ award.

-If you post about this contest , you'll get extra marks.

-If you link her site button , you'll get extra marks too!

Catergories:

-The First, Second and Third prize.

-Cutest Site / Most Kawaii Site

-Neatest Site

-Most Creative Site.

-Most Colourfu Site.

-Best Colour Combo.

-Most Unique Site / Layout.

-Most Unique Blogposts.

-Most Meaningful Blogposts.

-3 Lucky Winners [Random].

& many more {if She have the time.}

Important!

- Maxumum Number of Participants : 20

- Join before : 28th of July 2010.

- Place the banner anywhere in your site after you get your confirmation letter.

- Judging and results of the SOTM would be out early if there's a full house.

- Don't rush her!

Participants : 19 out of 20

One more place!!

Jacintha Helena Lulu Amelia Celeste Rachel Andrea Jia Ying Fivi

Agnes Livian Alina Ocha Ichigo Tiffany Resta Audrey Amelia Jacque

BYE!! SUD SIGN OUT

VICTORY ESPANA~

2010-07-12T07:40:00.000-07:00

1...2...3 test test

Hola a todos. ¿Cómo estás hoy?
Estoy bien aquí.

Ya_______Ha~~ Congratulation and celebration for the victory for Espana Oh mai god when I watched the match together with my bro and sis i thought they will not score any goal and will do a penalty kick But this is the longest time match that I've ever watch They always give those player additional time. Hahaha. Well I am also happy because I won for the bet I don't know why I'm dislike Nederlands yesterday although their also good at playing football.

Thanks to Andres Iniesta because he can find a spot to made a goal plus the kipper who direct his hand to the back, so the ball can go through him plus mini support with his position. Yesterday I'm screamed like "woaah" and I'm amazed with Casillas's skills to protect his goalpost and catching ball skill. Hontou ni sugoii!! He catch slow but sure. Yah, he is captain after all. Kekeke~ I'm in with Casillas and David Villa plus Xavi. I'm also hoping to Xavi and Villa. Maybe Xavi's corner kick will create any goal for spain. And for Villa, he always trying to made a goal but it always almost but I'm still proud with their skills. Their here is for all Espana's football team on world cup. CONGRATS

Now, let's for picture spam

SORRY FOR THE PICTURE SPAM! I'm just being hysteria with the result. Well I'm the ~~reporter at world cup~~ want to share this to you who doesn't know this.

What will you do if you win the World Cup?

Busquets: Anything that’s not too strange. Shave my head, walk the Camino de Santiago. Anything to be champions of the world.

Pedro: Enjoy it with my friends, with my family and treat myself to a good trip. If people go crazy, I’ll join in.

Llorente: I would enjoy it a lot. If I have to make a promise, it would be to do some extreme sport. I would never do the typical things like shave my head. I don’t like that.

Capdevila: I’ll get a tattoo of the Cup.

Arbeloa: During the Eurocopa, I said I would dye my hair red and yellow but I didn’t do it. So now I’ll say I will spend an entire year without drinking Coke.

Navas: I will be the happiest person in the world. I don’t know what I’ll do. Maybe cut my hair, do whatever, since it’ll be the best thing ever.

Villa: I’ll first celebrate it at Colón with all my teammates and the Spanish fans. I don’t promise to do anything crazy physically, such as shave my head or anything like that, I’m already grown up. And I’ll also go all out celebrating it with my friends when I return to Asturias. ( so mature )

Reina: First we have to win it because I don’t even want to start thinking about that now.

Mata: Return to Spain with that guy that traveled by Vespa to South Africa.

Torres: If we win, whatever you ask me to do. [Interviewer: give me something that you promise to do, and don’t give me anything related to your look, since you’re used to changing it once in a while.] You’re right (laughs). Making promises related to hair is easy. That wouldn’t be any problem and the occasion requires something bigger. (Thinks) I know, if we win the World Cup, I’ll do the Camino de Santiago. I’ll do it one day, just don’t ask me to do it as soon as we return to Spain because I want to rest and enjoy my vacation.

Albiol: Learn English, something I need to do.

Sergio: Get a tattoo of the World Cup.

Source from here
Photos from here and here

And the result from watching until morning is --> headache. Now I'm still suffering it.

P.S: I'm getting this award from Griffin THANKS btw...

Bye all I want to watch a rerun match between Netherlands vs Spain. Adiós! Estoy a cabo la firma. Te quiero a todos

FINAL and ERROR

2010-07-11T03:31:00.000-07:00

Yo yo aloha guys How are you today Well, I'm as usual. OH YA, today we will see the match between VS right? Oh my god, my sister want to take a bet with me. Actually I really really not lucky if I take a bet. But I hope I'm lucky today. I just need a lucky charm You know what I peek for naoz right? Haha of course lah

I hate today. Because I meet a creature that make me annoyed so much besides cockroach. It's an ant. I met that creature in front of my eyes and exactly that's just stay calm on my spoon I'm already rid it away but it always came to my spoon I thought it's already disappear from my spoon but actually NOT Why I know that? Because when I ate the my upper lips getting bigger until now. My lips also itchy So, i took an eucalyptus oil. Finally, the itchy things are go away and my lips is starting to be a normal lips. Actually this is not my first time having this problem. It's already ( if I'm not wrong ) 4 TIMES

I'm happy because I can stay cool and calm because I found other errors today
Ta-Da~

You know what site is that right Yap It's Google Translate. Well you know what the point from the picture right Good. I just hope google will notice this. Hahaha. It's weirdo doesn't it Btw, I'm already try it for second time. It's just a bug. The first time it's like that, the second time I tried it's back to normal. LOL

P.S: My Sis and Bro will punish me if spain not win. Oh my gosh please wish me luck.

100 Questionnaire

2010-07-09T23:42:00.001-07:00

Ring Ding Dong, I got tagged questionnaire from Unforgotten's blog. Why I took this? Because she said, she give that tag to everyone. Hehe. So Here We Go !!

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: A&W Root Beer

2. Last phone call: My Kumachan

3. Last text message: Naver

4. Last song you listened to: Sakura Kiss Instrumental

5. Last time you cried: Forgot

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Once

7. Been cheated on: Maybe?

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No!

9. Lost someone special: Yup, but they will forever be remembered in my heart. Always

10. Been depressed: No o(^-^)o ( will you trust this answer? )

11. Been drunk and threw up: Never do that!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Milky White

13. Black Hole

14. Sapphire Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: Absolutely YEAH~!

16. Fallen out of love: Yes.

17. Laughed until you cried: Err.. yeah.

18. Met someone who changed you: Yup.

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Everyday.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Not your bussiness to know that.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them.

23. How many kids do you want?: 3. One boy and two girl.

24. Do you have any pets: No. But in my dream yes.

25. Do you want to change your name: No. I treasure my name and always learn to love it. Although it's weird...

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Being thrown with a wood for hamsters and a cold water and my friends gave a love shapped chocolate cake. i love you guys

27. what time did you wake up? : 11:20 AM.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night? : Watching a movie with my sisters.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: I'm not waiting anything, so PASS...

30. Last time you saw your Mother: She's behind me. Staring at my computer --"

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing. Just work harder than usual. That will be make me to be a better person in the future.

32. What are you listening to right now: Listening to my sister scream's.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.

34. Who is getting on your nerves now: Maybe me?

35. Most visited webpage: Twitter and Blogger.

36. Whats your real name: Unknown Space Alien a.k.a USA-chan.

37. Nicknames: Kumachan? Fishymon? Ciel? etc. *ciel is my new nick name ^_~

38. Relationship Status: Taken by pizza hut.

39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius.

40. Male or female?: Female ~~Alien~~ Human ofcorz--".

41. Primary School?: Alien Smarties Primary School. ( please don't believe this )

42. Secondary School: 71 Secondary School.

43. High school/college?: High School Junior.

44. Hair color: Black.

45. Long or short: Medium.

46. Height: 160 cm.

47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yep.

48: What do you like about yourself?: Skin colour and eyes size.

49. Piercings: Just Ears.

50: Tattoos: Absolutely not!

51. Righty or lefty: Left handed.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Tonsil Surgery.

53. First piercing: Ears.

54. First best friend online: All my blog readers :)

55. First sport you joined: Swimming

56. First vacation : To Bandung. Visit the mountains and feel the fresh air there.

58. First pair of trainers: Err... *thinking*

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: No

60. Drinking: No

61. I'm about to: Breathing.

62. Listening to: Nothing.

63. Waiting for: Sleeping time and Super Junior Show at Music Core.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : Yes. But 3 only.

65. Get married? : Of course.

66. Career: Pediatrician.

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller: Taller.

70. Older or Younger: Depends.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both. ^^

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both of them.

73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: Never had. Never will.

77. Drank hard liquor: Never!

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope..

79. Sex on first date: WTF Questie. I WILL NEVER DO THAT!

80. Broken someone's heart: Yeah.

82. Been arrested: No.

83. Turned someone down: Yeah.

84. Cried when someone died: Yeah.

85. Fallen for a friend: Ummm... none of your bussiness. But you can guess it.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Depends.

88. Love at first sight: Yes.

89. Heaven: Yes.

90. Santa Claus: No.

91. Kiss on the first date: No.

92. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.

95. Did you sing today?: At bathroom.

96. Ever cheated on somebody? No.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? Until all my problems in the past fixed and that's how far that I will go.

98. The moment you would choose to relive? Never think about that :|

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? Sometimes.

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths? Not really. I'm BRAVE you know? *totally lies

If you wanna be tagged, just tell me and tell Unforgotten to get her permission. Kay kay??

P.S: Ciel is my new nick name because my name has a lot of "C" and "L" on it, so my bros and sis called me as Ciel and I'm also not realize that they also made the short name of "Clay Lee" become Ciel --" arr they're always good with giving names. HAHA Thanks btw.

Oh ya I'm joining Helena's contest

Wish me luck~ Baibaaii ^^

SPAIN WIN!!

2010-07-08T14:00:00.000-07:00

Yaaaaaaaaay!!! My wish come true. And Pulpo Paul's prediction also become true. So, LET'S PARTY together with me

Ne ne.. I am super duper Hapi to the maaax because I can get a revenge. Kakaka~ You know Argentina ~~win~~ against Germany right

Oh ya I found something interesting. That almost made me wanna support Germany team. Do you know... Ozil He always read Al-Qur'an before match Wow he is that kind of man Very unexpected for me. Hahaha. Well uh.. should I changing into Germany fans club? Okay I'll support Germany on their match against Uruguay. Is my changing place good enough for you I guess not...

So what is my daily activity now Ah finally I remember what to write...

Actually the registration to senior high school already finish and the result is I'm stuck at 71 Senior High School. But they still input the data.

I'm just afraid that my position will move into other school that I don't really want to enter. I hope I can enter at 71 SHS Nothing fixed and all clear so I can meet my best friends again at there Also, my position will stuck until the real result come out from the website. Amin. Wish me luck, minna-san!

Btw~ I got this from Queen. Guess what Kuma-chan buttons!

If ya want to put them on your blog, just search at buttons section okaay
Adios

P.S: Here is my result

My Scores are:

Math: 8.50
Indonesian Language: 8.80
English Language: 9.00
Science: 9.20
Total: 35.50

Bad score aren't they? hahaha

*edited at 4 PM WIB. Welcome Senior High School. Good Bye Junior High School.

Kumachan

2010-07-07T05:51:00.000-07:00

Annyeong haseyo townvillaz Clay Lee the Kuma-chan here How are ya all ne Fine ryt Good. I thought you all being bitten by me. HAHA just kidding. Because I'm carnivore. #betterforyoutodonotreadthisbecauseitswastingyourtime

Actually nothing special naoz because I'm not doing anything great But for Super ~~old~~ Junior fans a.k.a ELF, I just want to spread this

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............. *breathless*
All my biased so so so so HANDSOME
My bias are: Ryeowook, Donghae, Siwon Who they are Search by yourself. Kakakakka

Oh I almost forgot that I want to search this

Someone..... please buy me those doll. Especially KUMA-CHAN Onegaishimasu..
Well, I prefer Kuma than Usa because kuma is cuter than usagi. Agree with me I also made some change on my blog. First is cursor, and the favicon (are they cute?) Last I made this for myself.

Is that cute or not For me the button still so simple. But I dunno how to make the picture become transparent. So the button is suitable for white background. Please put this in your page la Okay? HAHAHA THANKS YAA~ You can find it on buttons section. Find it yourself it's not in hidden place. Kay?

Whooots I sud sign out now. Wanna continue to watch a K-drama with my sisters on my computer Gnight all

Madness

2010-07-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

Ah uh err... *thinking to say what*

Uh... OHAYOU GOZAIMASU ~!!! How are you minna? Okay I'm totally shock shock and ultra shocked with world cup result. Why Argentina and Brazil are go home already? Awww..

Messi (arg), Higuain (arg), and Kaka (bra) ?! Why you're not make a single goal? Whyyyyy?

*Lost Control Already*

And now which team that I should support? Spain? Ok I'm going to support Spain. Haha~ I don't want to support Germany or Netherlands. I wanna take a revenge on Brazil and Argentina through Spain. And I want to said " Huh take that Germany/Netherlands *smirk* " if Spain win against them.

Ok enough about world cup. It's hitting me until now . Now I'm still mad about PPDB DKI. You know PSB Online that I told you before right? Well the server is error and they wanna change their server. And the cause is: We --the junior high school student who want to enter public high school-- must re-choose the high school that we want to enter.

Of course our parents and students are mad with this (including me). You know what, actually if the server didn't error, we already know and register to the high school that we enter. But now, we're going to re-choose

The luckiest thing is the holiday for us that actually end is at 12^nd but because of this problem, is finish at 19^th. YAY !! and i hope there's no MOS or we called it Masa Orientasi Siswa and If my wish being granted by my lord I will have party on my bedroom

Blog status: currently joining this contest

The contest Held by Clarissa
Wish me luck 'kay?

And err... that's all for today. I'm signing out

1 more days

2010-06-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

WAA!! SHOCK!! 1 DAYS MORE I WILL HAVE PSB ONLINE

Ganbatte kudasai!!

And uh I'm gonna have some school survey now.. it must be tiring And I'm also kinda "arrgh why must be with online system" Because I'm afraid with the competition to get high school here. They also compare which one is older. The older age will guaranteed to enter the high rank than the younger. Do you get what I mean?? (kinda difficult to said in english)

jadi yang umurnya paling tua didahulukan / yang diutamakan menempati ranking teratas daripada yang umurnya muda

and i'm belongs to younger age because i was born in 1996. The general year must be 1995

ahh stressed out, pissed off, blablabla, bored.

ok. don't read. this is just random

Watching Toy Story 3 @ MB

2010-06-28T23:02:00.000-07:00

TOY STORY 3~~ Well I just want to review this movie.

My Rating:

Aww why half star You wonder why aren't you I just judge the movie miss a half star because something strange on the movie...

BIG QUESTION: WHERE IS BO PEEP THE SHEPHERD GIRL Buzz Lightyear just told us that some toys are disappear and Buzz also mention their name but he didn't say why they are disappear. He just mention "please don't be like them..."

Ohmygee where is she? I'm also curious Woody ask em to huddle to made some plan, and then all toys huddled. When I saw them, I'm just "Wow.. Only those?" --> you get what i mean isn't you

But I like Andy. He is wiser in the end. Of course it's because of Woody. You know what, I cried when You're a Friend In Me's melody started in the end of the movie Well, I'm already graduated from my school. I really miss my friend, I miss the school atmosphere, I miss the teachers. It's look like a dejavu. I know the toys feeling but It doesn't mean that I ever being a toy before

I watched it with my friends at Mega Bekasi Mall (that located in front of Metropolitan Mall) after I did "stamp of three finger" on my school diploma

I'm using public transportation to go there When I'm arrived at Metropolitan Mall, the security caught us because we still wearing school uniform. But after we explained to him what the exactly happened, he seems understand. We also let him see our finger that we've graduated from school. HAHAHA BAKA ANZEN DAIYOU!

After we watched the movie, we went to eat at Texas Chicken. Actually I'm not eating because I'm saving my money to buy something ~~secret~~ random. But I'm hungry

The result after I came home is: run to my refridgerator and I ate super spicy noodle that I made myself plus half cooked eggs It taste ~~horrible~~ YUMMY

P.S: I watched the movie and ate the super spicy noodle at June 21^st 2010

ドキドキワクワク

2010-06-27T10:40:00.000-07:00

BOO!!!!

Nee.. Nee... I'm very doki doki waku waku today. My heart is trembling. LOLZ. Just kidding. I mean, my heart is very happy because I made a record on my report book Uhm.. well i don't mean to show that I'm smart, or I'm arrogant, or I'm very easily satisfied with this result.

But I'm always took a picture of every detail of my report card. Why? Because I want to be more and more smarter than before. I wanna make my parents proud of me.

So, I accomplish one of my wishlists again. "Make my parents happy". Because one of my parents wish is "I can get 90 on math and science" Well, I'm not smarties, hahaha but I'm just proud with those "nine" scores

IT score: 96
Math score: 93
Science score: 93

Thanks to god because he help me to concentrate on those studies. DAMN! I'm still look "70" on my report book. Although it's more than 70 or we called it almost 80 I'm still not proud of it. You must know something....

When School Exam are finished, my Arts and Culture teacher is collecting his students scores and stick a paper with our scores on it. The teacher told us to complete our score. If we had a blank score we must get the score and meet the teacher to fix it.

BADLY, I have a remedial and the score is very very shameless. It's 56. How come?! I never get that points! I want to meet that teacher but I never be able to see him I want to told him my real score is "88" not "56". Until now, he still not fix my score and that's my ~~final~~ score. "79" DAMNIT!

I'm still not forgive my teacher. But my mom told me to calm down. HAHAHA OKAY I CAN DO IT! So, after got the report book, i went to Ambassador Mall. Just take a look and do some shopping. This is my "Ambitions"

Finally I got it!! I want it soooooo much ~~~ But, I'm so depressed. I can't install it
I NEED my brother to come to my house and install it for me.
He is very smart on game installing, computer upgrading, and anything about technologies he can do it. He still in a college and took "Electrical Engineering" major. Argghh I'm envy with him. I wanna be like him too.... I wish i can be a successful person and make my parents more and more proud about me.

Oh ya, I got those awards. Take a look and see.

This is from Daisy chan~

Ahoooooooooo~ so kawaiiii.... I like kaeru-chan so much lee~ But I hope she will make me kuma-chan. Kekeke~ Arigatou for your special made ne

This is from my unnie, Eunice chan~

Waaaaa, finally Usa-chan appeared!! I want usa-chan gift Arigatoooou~! I love you too unnie!

This is rom Vannice chan~

Waii!!! KUMA-CHAN!!!! Hohoho~ ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU~

LAST, from Morla chan. She said she will give this award for all her blog visitors. So, I take this

I think i want to make a long entry again but I'm forgot what I want to tell...

*think think think*

Shocking match
Ger () vs Eng () = 4 : 1
random question: WHAT HAPPENED TO ENGLAND?? Although I'm on German's side on this match, but why England played like that?

Wishlist Accomplished!

2010-06-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

Nyaaaaan~ Konbanwa minna

How are you nee? Daijobou desu?

Well long time not posting here. Kekeke. You know what, I'm very very, extra ultra busy each day. I want to take a rest. Not "A" rest but "MORE" rest i guess...

So so, I was accomplish my wishlist naoz~ *happy to the max*

My daddy bought me an iPhone 3Gs White. Waaa I love you maaaax daddy

And uhm... I need to learn more about iPhone. I'm still newbie ya know? Kekeke~

Yah. So that's all....

THAT'S ALL?! I want the loong entry but i have no idea to write. What a shame!

Oh ya, i think i know something to write.

My sister is coming to my home. Her name is Lia-chan. She is very SMART than me I learn a lot of high school things with her. She is going to enter a medical school in her college. I'm envy with her, so I that's why I learn a lot of things from her

Tomorrow I'll have a late report book day Actually the report book already held 13 hours ago but I can't attend it. Because the bad weather that make me can't go outside You know, my father is working and my mother is take care my younger sisters. My maid can't come today because she is sick. So my mom can't accompany me to take the report book. In that case, me and my family will receive the report book tomorrow.

I wish i can reach my goal and my scores are not bad. AMIN

Happy Father's Day my Wonderful Daddy!

2010-06-20T23:10:00.000-07:00

kobayakawa-youichi.bs.com Don't take out w/o permission!

Ohayou minnasan ! O genki desuka? My mood already recover now. Since that trouble.

Anime already recover me from that problem. HAHAHA!!

Btw, Chichi no hi omedetou

Thanks for your kindness

Thanks for your guidance

Thanks for your support

Thanks for your patience to me

Thanks for everything that you do to me

I will love you as my dad no matter what

You're my super dad ever

No one can replace you as my wonderful dad

I know I'm always do something bad to you

I can't give you something special

I can't make you happy everyday

I'm just pray for you and I will try to be the best.

I hope you will success in whatever you do

I hope you will stay healthy

I hope you still being my super dad until I'm success

It's so sad, at 4PM my dad was working to other country He's come home only for helping me to attend Parent's meeting at my school. My mom can't attend it because my sister have another activity at her school. So my father come home to attend that meeting

And now he is back to work. I hope he will be save no matter where he is. Amin

Anyway I got these:

Those are from Josephine

Made by: Achii

Domo arigatou gozaimasu

Saranghaeyo, Appa

Aishiteru, Chichi

Wo Ai Ni, Ba Ba

I Love You, Dad. No matter what. Wait for me until i can make you proud of me.

The one who love his family, the best hard-working, cheerful man, wise man, it's you, Dad

Google Chrome make me a lot of trouble

2010-06-18T11:54:00.000-07:00

Sorry no emoticons here.

AAAARGGGHH I HATE MY GOOGLE CHROME!!! WHY IT CAN'T COOPERATE WITH BLOGGER?!

Well If I want to change something on my template, and when I want to click "Save Change" the connections are lost!!

And of course when I type something on other CBOX, it said "Posting Failed" right? Because it lost connections but when I'm going to retype it, it already post so I made the double post.

Badly, I'm a forgetfull person. Really. ( For the truth, I'm forgot what time and day now. *whocares* ) When I type a tutorial link to one of my new cyberfriend, I wrote her blog URL O_____O Explain more? OK

So, I'm going to edit my 'Affiliates' section, I mean I want to put one new links there, but because I click "Save Template Changes" suddenly, it lost connection!! And the next tab on my google chrome is her blog. I did 2 activity at the same time. Well, one of my new cyberfriend ask me how to 'something' and I want to help her to know it. But why why why I put her link on her CBOX and I made 2 post?

I'm forgot now I'm going to copy paste her link to my affie section. ARGH!! Hate it hate it :'(
It's because the LOST CONNECTION sorry I blame you for this, lost connection . Because I hate that!!

Ok please read and delete my fatal error on your CBOX, Qiyi.

This is really made me pissed off. I'm going to trust Firefox more than my Fcking google chrome
I used Google Chrome for browsing only! Remember it GoogleC T___T I'm sad you make me cause a trouble.

Gosh! I hate myself and this browser for sure.

Btw i got this :

Fact During My Holiday

2010-06-16T19:04:00.000-07:00

From that image you will notice something right? My holiday kinda boring and boring Plus I'm still not get any experience Things that i do at home are: Drawing, Watching anime, and nothing. But I'm still enjoying this moment because I can drawing, watching, anytime i like, anywhere that my mood wants, any kind of situations. That is holiday meaning for me I'm still seeking animes but

PLEASE I want these genre also included on those/that anime

1. School Life settings

2. Comedy Romance

3. Parody

4. Not action, Sci-Fi anime

5. Not Ninjas anime

6. Half pervert it's ok but not totally pervert

7. Maid / etcetera

I'm also planning to post all my drawing each day. But It depends on my mood and the internet connection. When my mood get better, I will post it as soon as possible.

Oh ya FYI I'm adopting my papabear from Queen's Resource site

かわいいですね？ありがとうクエエン！！

Yuhuu I'm lucky enough because I get the "Evil Face" bear like Papa Bear from Seal Online

私はジャカルタフェアでこれを得るために待つことができない！

私はそれが速くなる！

Oh ya I'm also kinda bored with K-things Because of Baka To Test To Shoukanjuu I'm totally back to J-things. You know, I'm an otaku. I'm abandoned Japanese things because of K-Pop. Haha sorry I'm blaming you K-Pop. But I miss Japan so much. So I'm back to be a Mad Ani - Manga Otaku (Is that important? Hello~!) 違う!

I'm also hope my tidy room can be transform like this image

かっこいい！！！

Summer Contest Award

2010-06-14T22:54:00.000-07:00

Yuuhuu~ I'm joining a Summer Contest award hosted by Josephine.

Click the banner for more info ;)

Buttons and Drawing

2010-06-12T12:10:00.000-07:00

Yuu huu~ Long time not posting. I'm so tired because I'm always went outside

It means that I'm busy and half day not at home

On my posting, I just want to show you this stuffie

TARAA It's a button that I made for myself. Well it's ugly right? LOL I'm a pixeller beginner lah.. But if you want to use that pixel to put in your button collection it's ok. I'm already put it on Buttons section.

And I'm also want to show you this..

My ugly drawing

CLICK HERE IF YOU WANT TO SEE IT CLEARER But please don't steal my art work.. You can delete the copyright if you're evil enough...

How is it? Ugly? Yes you are absebloody right I can't draw eyes because it's difficult. I need a mangaka to teach me how to do it.

I need to improve it more and more!!!

Btw....

Do you know who i draw on this pic??

P.S: I'm adopting this brown lock from Cynthia's

And this is from Amelia

Last but not least, from Kintati

Yah one more. Do you know Greyson Chance ?? The 6^th grader who play paparazzi and being famous pianist in this year? I think you know about it. So what i want to tell you is. HE IS FOLLOWING MY TWITTER. I'm happy because of it.

Need prove? HERE

Ha..Ha..Ha.. I'm one of the lucky girls/boys there. BTW THANKS Greyson

Oh ya yesterday i watch World Cup.

The result is this VS = 1 : 1

And It means tied. In this match, I'm on Africa's side because they are the host of the World Cup isn't it? So i think if they are lose, it will be shameful.

How about you guys? In whose side are you?

Tagged and My Empire

2010-06-08T16:24:00.000-07:00

Ho...Ho..Ho... Zeus is coming to greet ya~!
I made a phone call with Zeus 2 years ago and I should paid $1 to make him come to my site.

« Holla citizens. I'm here to say hello to you with my power. HIYAAH!! »

Back to the main. I am receiving a tag from my beloved affie, Eunice. See my answer below! But before see my answer, see this first!

Instructions :
1.) Copy tag to your own notes and start modifying it.
2.) Omit existing answers.
3.) Write your answers and tag as many as you want.

Rules:
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. Nothing made up. If the person before you had the same initial, you MUST have different answers, strictly NO carbon copy in that case. You cannot use any words twice. You cannot use your name for the boy and girl's name questions.

Questions and Answers:
1.) What is your name
=> Clay

2.) A four letter word
=> Calm

3.) A boy's name
=> Cevin

4.) A girl's name
=> Catherine

5.) An occupation
=> Chef

6.) A color
=> Chocolate Ice

7.) Something you wear
=> C...cEyeglasses (?)

8.) A food
=> Cordon Bleu

9.) Something found in the bathroom
=> Carnation Aroma Therapy

10.) A country
=> Canada

11.) A reason for being late
=> Cause of Rubber Time

12.) Something you shout
=> Cih...

13.) A movie title
=> Chicken Little

14.) Something you drink
=> Cherry syrup

15.) A musical group
=> Candyman

16.) An animal
=> Cat

17.) A street name
=> Corvalo Street (i heard it on my fairytales but idk the title)

18.) A type of car
=> Cool

19.) An internet site/blogsite
=> http://www.crunchyroll.com

20.) A song
=> Californian Girls

21.) A President's name
=> Calvin Coolidge

22.) A cartoon character
=> Cinnamon Roll

23.) Name of School
=> Cambridge University

24.) A sport
=> Cycling

25.) A Latin word
=> Clāvicula means little key

Want to be tagged? Just tell me by COMMENT and do not use tagboard. It's free! No pay at all! Just following my instructions. It's EASY

I'll send the tag by mail because my blog is unable to copy-paste.
On comment box, just fill this: Blog URL, Your Name, Your e-mail

Want the easier way? Tell me on comment box that you want to be tagged, and wait for my reply. If I say "Yes" or "OK" you can copy through Eunice's blog. Easy isn't it?

Remember this phrase: "To be a polite person, everything needs permission"

I want to make a long entry. So there's should be 2nd post!
The title is: My Empire Game

This is my Empire Game. What's yours? Well this is FUN to play. I like this better than Pet Society, Hotel City, Restaurant City, etcetera. Why? Because I like to play Empire on my computer. And I always win the battle there. * addict mode on* Maybe I'll leave starcraft for a while...

Oh ya, about my Farewell party. Did I promise to post it to you? Yes of course. Well I'll post it after my is back. My dad use it for travel. I bet my Farewell party post will be in a long entry. So please don't tired to read it okay?☺

Oh ya btw I'm adopting this deer from Aimiko

And I got this award from Petal Tea

See you again next time~ I'm tired making this post. lol. Ya-Ha~!
P.S: I'm getting wrong when I do this tag. I didn't read the rules carefully. Thanks to Rabbito to remind me. LOLZ *watashiwa baka desu* (- - ;;)

Shopping for Farewell Party

2010-06-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

你好！你好吗？？希望你还好

Well, I'm so tired today. Why Because I'm shopping with my parents. I get tired to the max already....

Shopping for what ？For a farewell school party. You know, I'm a third grader and my education already finish That's why I've some vacation and already have a long holiday

I bought a lot of clothes when I'm shopping with my mom. I can't it one by one because we have a LOT of dress and shorts. But I'll tell ya the shopping list.

This is my shopping list today :

6 T-Shirts

2 Jeans

1 Short

1 Kitty Mug

Foodie ; including Pocky and Pringles

And my pending shopping list is :

Eyeshield 21 Manga

1 pair of hamster

Pulpy Orange

Hey you must take a look at this. One of my T-Shirts has my name on it. Thats why I bought it

And this is the mug that i bought today. For secret, it's actually for exchange gift

HAHA btw i like to reveal the truth of myself but it's okay lah. I bet no one exchanger who see my prize to them

After i went from shopping, on the way to home I'm suffering a little bit headache until now of course, after i finish typing on this post I'll sleep

Oh ya i'm an adopter. Because I'm adopt many things on someone blog. Yo, check it out

this is from Winter's site

and this is from Fiona's site

I got this from Aimiko's site

I got this from Rachel's site

Hover the pixel and banner maker to know the name of the adoptee or contest. Well, without hovering it you already know the name lah

Now I'm gonna post an EPIC video. It's 슈퍼 주니어's video
I'm laughing for 10 times per 3 times rewatching that video. Really, it's very epic

My conclusion about this video is....

Leeteuk camwhoring -starting from 0:51-
Ryeowook hyper act -big LOL at this. I bet he like his new hair cut-
Eunhyuk singing Donghae's part -cute ^^-
Heechul singing Ryeowook's part -as always, he is showing his overload moves-

Ok now I'm laughing again

BTW!!

MIANNE. GOMENASAI. I'm hiatus for 2 days. Because of my farewell party will be hold tomorrow morning until saturday evening i guess.. I can't blogging if on my cottage no Wi-Fi area. So if you want to know my update soon, just wait until saturday evening ok? I'll miss you all. I will miss my chatstreaming on livestream, my blogger friends, my beloved reader and KIM RYEOWOOK. Also I MISS MY STARCRAFT.

But I promise I'll update again about my farewell party. Thanks for being a good reader. AND PLEASE if you tag me and want to link exchange with me, just be patient to wait my reply okay? I think you can deal with me. So thanks for respect me.

Nah now is the gadget. What should i bring there? Playstation or Laptop? I want to bring both of them but the problem is... I'm afraid they are lose. My parents will kick me out from their home

P.S: Now I'm learning how to play UNO. I'm totally forgot. At night, me and my friends will playing pepero game. I wish my lips will not touch each other. LOL

See you on saturday evening~ 再见，晚安 !

Question for the day: what should I do on my farewell party at night? I don't want to sleep. Recommend me something please. Arigatou Gozaimasu.

NIGHT POST

2010-05-31T22:39:00.000-07:00

Yuhu~ Good evening everyone. I'm not tired yet so I'm decided to posting something

Do you remember my post about "Paregu Restaurant"? Yepps, I want to share something funny. Well, I'm the one who ate ~~most~~. Don't get me wrong There's a reason why I ate a lot. Because I am a FISHY addict especially salmon and sometimes crabs or octopus I'm always back and forth to the food booth to take that salmon.

The embarrassed thing is, when it's my ^th time to go back at that booth, the waitress said :

Do you a fishy addict kid??

OH MY GOD. Since she said like that, If I'm back to that food booth she will give a lot of salmon on my plate Thats why from now on my brother called me Fishymon But i like that nick name Now, I miss my salmon so much. I can afford 9 plates full of salmon if I'm not hungry. *revealing the truth*

Now I'm in my happy happy mode with my future hubby. I'm enjoying myself because of seeing him at Mini Drama

NGAHAHAH~ *crazy to the max*

PS: AWARD AGAIN FROM HERE

Wootz it's time for me to sleep. Tomorrow i must go to school because I must attend a school program again Bye everyone

Paregu and ambassador

2010-05-30T20:58:00.000-07:00

Aloha ! I think my day is full of vacation Because my dad has come home Kekeke~ He's back from working abroad. Actually my dad ask me and my family to have a lunch at outside. Of course we're so happy Then we decided to go to this restaurant

Yap! Paregu Seafood Restaurant. It's located so far from my house. This is all you can eat restaurant. So we ate a lot of dishes here.

Let's take a look at my snapshot.

Sorry that's not my best capture. I like to take a culinary photos. Kekeke..
And for the dessert, i have and chocolate

After eating lunch, my mom decided to go to Ambassador Mall. Because at June 4^th my school will have a farewell party and the theme is Prom Nite. She want to bought me a nice gown to wear. Thanks a lot mommy

The best part that make me so so happy today is.... My parents promise to me IF i enter the favorite Senior Highschool, they will buy me iPhone 3G *the 16Giga* Actually they'll buy it now, but when my dad going to buy it today, the shopkeeper said the stock for 8Giga already sold out. ACK...

I hope i can enter 1 of my choice. All my choice is the favorite SHS on my country wish me luck to get that phone.

PS: I'm just made an Onioning account. Feel free to ask me anything but please do not ask a silly or rude question. I'll ignore that thingy. Just CLICK the image okay?

Huaaam I'm so tired and want to take a big rest. Hope to see you in the next day. I hope a nice day will greet me. Bye everyone YA___HA~!